all i want to do is go back to sleep. i’m so tired for no reason blah. i’ve done nothing since i got out of bed at 11. no i take that back, i went to aldi for my mom haha. otherwise i’ve done nothing. i really want to design a new site, but have nothing to do…

so the girl i know that is pregnant. well she’s not anymore. she had a “miscarriage” the same day she found out she was pregnant…there are so many holes in her story i really don’t think she was ever pregnant to begin with. and i’m not alone in my suspicions. real life is not a soap opera, you don’t need to go around faking being pregnant to get attention, or the love of your boyfriend etc. if anyone needed to fake being pregnant to capture a boyfriend it’d be me 😛

i am so tired wtf.

fishy enlightened me to a conversation we had in august where i was being super hyper:
vacant enigma: so am i beeing too stalker like if i go into work to have lunch wednesday, so i can see nate?
hahah

the end of an era is upon us. i took down the last of my mj posters from behind my bedroom door. but i was listening to HIStory while i was doing it, and now i’m watching the history munich show…it bugs me. it’s great, but it bugs me. because the parts that he lipsyncs…you can tell that the musicians aren’t even playing the background music live, and the background singers aren’t really singing. i don’t know if this is only the way they broadcast it on tv, or if that’s how it really was when i was there. you don’t notice these things when you’re there. but 3 big black guys are not singing the background vocals of “stranger in moscow” lol. it’s really just like, they’re playing the album version over the live visuals…and it’s bugging me a bit. it’s so obvious that jennifer batten is not playing the guitar solo during “they don’t care about us”…and it bugs me. that is all. hehe.