oh my fucking god today’s horrorscope. “Work will be quite interesting for a while — and not because of an exciting new project, either. Unless, of course, you’re single and you consider that delicious new coworker to be a project! ” ROFLMAO
stalker was back today. watching me through the fish tank again. shift manager was in the room at the time, and said if he says anything he’s out. still hasn’t approached me since friday. it’s kind of funny, cuz once any of the bosses see him, they call and warn the boss of wherever i am to be on the look out. the more people i tell about it, the more stories about him i hear. i’m going to see if i can get my badge changed tomorrow. i don’t want my real name on it anymore, so i’m going to go with my middle name. people change their names all the time, to nick names, or the asians to some other asian name. plus i’m not a dual rate anymore so my badge is technically invalid haha. i know i’m being paranoid. he’s freaking 70 years old at LEAST. but what if he’s crazy enough to hire someone to kidnap me or something. if i turn up missing, and it doesn’t involve NIN shows in california, he did it. you can find out who it is by asking any of my friends at the casino.
and yeah i’m going to california in 7 days. now i’m getting worried that i should get a hotel. what if the tiny (i’m assuming) san luis obispo airport isn’t open to go sit in at midnight for my flight at 8:30? it’s not like it’s LAX where i’m sure you can go in and wait at any time. what am i gonna do if i can’t go back to the airport? of course, if i get into the after party i’ll be able to kill some time, but i’m trying to be realistic haha.
did i mention i want to take sewing classes? i want to learn how to sew and read a pattern and stuff so i can (try) to make myself some cool clothes. i have these grand dreams of learning to sew, being able to come up with some pretty cool stuff, and start selling it on ebay. from there, someone notices how much of my stuff i sell and i turn it into a little company that just gets huge until it’s full of real fashion designers making things under my name…you know, like calvin klein, and every other brand name designer out there ahhahhahah RIIIIIIIIGHT. i just want to be able to alter and change things myself. a place that gives lessons is out near my dr so i’m gonna stop by tomorrow and see when classes are.