so. my brain is slowly turning to mush, and i felt the need to read a textbook. seriously. i need something academic. so i started to read “Eclipse of the state mental hospital” again. it’s about the buffalo state hospital. but it’s all academic and stuff. just boring enough to put me to sleep and just interesting enough to keep my attention, but mainly cuz it’s THE psych center, and my one true love…

but i thought maybe i’d take another college class. i want to learn to sew. so i could make my own clothes. but, no one offers that type of class. and i couldn’t find anything else at local colleges that i want to take, so i guess i’ll have to find some textbooks to read on my own. the thing is, i want to attend a class, and read for a class, but not do papers or exams  i just need to get a reading list from some class that seems somewhat interesting and just do that…i should look at those internet classes again maybe… hmm

i want to read the kind of books i had to read for my crappy sociology courses. they were interesting, and still somewhat intellectual for the most part. i mean really, who wouldn’t enjoy a book on false accusasions of ritual sexual abuse? i thought it was fascinating. or an autobiography of someone who is bipolar. or oliver sachs’ case studies….but not being in any courses i don’t know how to find any books i may like…

we got our christmas bonuses today. more than last year, so that’s nice. when i sell the z3 on ebay, i can use that money plus my bonus to buy myself a different camera.

i love my kitty. best purchase i made this year.