i just remembered i had the most vivid dream about flowers…i was in some kind of garden and all the flowers were huge. and it was like an extreme closeup the entire time…as if i was photographing them with a macro lens. the colors were so bright and vivid. and i remember thinking how amazingly beautiful they were, and how i had never noticed flowers were so pretty before. i wanted to get my camera and take pics of them.

from swoon: Fresh, brightly colored flowers featured in your dream, whether growing out of doors or arranged indoors, are an auspicious omen of great personal happiness

talked to tom on the fone after talking to carolyn. and i don’t know what to do. so i’ll continue to do nothing.