HA

movie night at jasens. watched “gangs of new york”. good but entirely too long. the end was slightly surprising. still too long. and cameron diaz is just so not attractive. but she gets to sleep with justin timberlake every night, so shes got one up on me.

and i’m a jerk.
and if you’ll excuse me i’m going to go abuse some alcohol now.

i’m sorry.

today. felt like crap mentally. carolyn is trying to talk some sense into me.

went to the parents for dinner and laundry. mapped out the road trip in april with mom. should be easy going most of the time. and turns out, the abandoned kids park, frontier land (or something), is in a town at the exit we have to get off at to go to tahawus LOL. so we might have a 4th stop now, depending on timing of things. the least important of them, so it gets skipped if necessary. and it turns out the overlook mountain house trail is a “moderate” 2 mile hike, and is one of 2 locations where a certain rattlesnake lives. FANTASTIC. mom doesn’t think i’ll be able to do it. she’s all like, u have to go buy hiking boots now and break them in before we go blahblahblah. and i dunno what to do about rattlesnakes. they’re a protected species so i can’t kill it NOT LIKE I WOULD GO ANYWHERE NEAR IT ANYWAY.

a 17 year old boy sums it all up

BlakBinderMonkey: hell, i just want someone that wont treat me like a emotional punching bag