a fellow cancerian at work enlightened me as to why i was in such a horrifically miserable mood today…the full moon this week. so i will blame the moon and let it take responsibility for me being such a fuck head.

made me feel better.

then lior made me talk about what he always makes me talk about, and made me get all emotional on my game. at least i didn’t have any players at that point. yes i actually dealt for 8 hours again. it’s amazing how fast the time goes by when i’m dealing compared to flooring. anyway. i wonder if lior realizes he makes me cry every time we talk.

i’m exhausted. must force myself out of bed in the morning to develop my film and maybe put together the cd i owe james.

a semi productive day. developed my film. it’s horrid. the whole roll was metered wrong. and the negatives are covered in dust. blah. cleaned the kitchen. washed the floor. made james cd which he is going to hate.

talked to McNate for a while. turns out melinda had a baby 8 months ago and is getting married. i had no clue. i was thinking about them when we went to the orgy shows cuz they were big fans before too. we’re going to try to figure out a day to hang out, maybe go to the continental again. had lots of fun last time.

now time for work.