i hate me. i hate you. and you and you and you. and i hate it. and i hate them. and i hate us. and i hate me. and i hate my head. and i hate my heart. and i hate you. and i hate everything.

trying very very hard not to do what i think i need to do, because that’s not how i want things to be. but i can’t take this anymore.

awiepjru salfija w;oeiur as;oiefuj wa;oeiur as;odfi jalsdfj

i’ll be fine. i’m always fine.