grrr add another blog to the list of ones i can’t read because they now have a girlfriend which they are sooooooo inlove with and must talk about all the time. anyway…

ok how true is this? senior year in high school one of the popular girls got pregnant. she had the baby in the spring some time, so she got preg in the summer i guess. she claimed that she didn’t know she was pregnant because she continued to get her period. then there was this girl, a friend of julie’s was dating her, who was sorta chubby. she got pregnant, and claims she didn’t know because she never really showed, and continued to get her period. does that actually happen?!?! the 2nd girl was a bit of a manipulative bitch, so we both thought she just lied about it to “catch” the boy who wanted to break up with her…and the 1st girl could have just been trying to save her ass, since she was all popular and stuff. but if that really can happen, that’s really scary. for more than one reason. what if ur preg and don’t know, and go on a drinking binge or something. u’ll have a fetal alcohol syndrome baby…all cuz u didn’t know. weird stuff.

speaking of babies. my cousin is 8 months pregnant, and apparently her son only has one kidney 🙁

to do list for today:
– pay health insurance
– play game
– pick up ty.

oh wow just remembered i had another dream about psycho ex…that’s disturbing. i had one at my grandmas too, that was really scary. wtf. i’ve stopped dreaming of nate and now dream about him…ug. no wait. i had a sorta nate dream. dreamed that he called and my dad didn’t tell me because he thought i was sleeping at 10pm. he left a note for me which i found in the morning, and i was pissed cuz why wouldn’t he just wake me up, and cuz i hadn’t been sleeping. hopefully at 10pm our time, nate is sleeping under his mosquito net 😛

i remembered a funny thing about michigan too. i didn’t experience it, but my aunt told me. she said when she got there, my grandma kept talking about eminem and how she wanted to see 8 mile hahah.

i’m trying not to think. cuz if i do i could very easily get myself into a really not good mood right now. for what reason? i’m not sure…no, i know exactly what has triggered this…i just got back from the mall with danielle. she wanted to get out of the house. but now i’m here, and if i think about the things i have been thinking about lately i’ll start crying really hard, and not be able to stop for the rest of the night. and i’ve been doing pretty good lately…well…that’s debateable but whatever. i was at the point where i wasn’t crying while it was light out, and i seemed to have pretty much stopped dreaming about him – especially the really nice dreams. blah.

anyway.