i don’t understand my insomnia. i’m so exhausted right now, and i could go lay down on my bed and fall asleep. yet if it was midnight, and i was in my pjs trying to go to sleep for the night, i would lay there for hours. even if i was the same amount of tired. i don’t get it. didn’t sleep much last night. went to be really early (for me), layed there til around 2 anyway. woke up a bunch of times, woke up at 8:30 painfully hungry, and managed to sorta doze off a few times before my alarm went off at 10. i’m so tired, i want to take a nap, but i need to stop myself. i have tomorrow off and i’d like to sleep past 7.

it’s september. what’s with the hot weather again? time for it to be a comfortable 70 every day, and in the 50s at night so i can sleep. but no it’s gotta go and be 90. arg. at least i got to stay at work, in AC, all day. mom came at 5:30 and we had dinner there. i finally got to have one of the pina coladas i’ve been craving since july. it didn’t disappoint. except for the alcohol content, but that’s ok since i had to drive home anyway.

i need to start taking vitamins or something. i have so many bruises and i don’t know what they’re from. and i’m still in mega pain from moving boxes on friday.

motley crue is so friggen rad. “looks that kill” has got to be the quintessential 80s hair metal video. can’t go wrong with boys in makeup and weird leather outfits – and don’t forget the flying pentagrams.