k well….hmm. i feel slightly better primarily due to the passage of time. i’m trying to ignore everything, but it’s still nagging in the back of my mind and every now and then comes back up and bugs me. but really trying not to think of it. apparently my blog posts had some people concerned, so they talked to me. thanks for caring. i’ll be ok. but i think it’s safe to say i’m totally not trusting of anyone at the moment (ok i lie, 2 ppl that know what’s going on i can still trust). but anyway…

never got around to doing the outline for my paper last night. spent time talking to some people online, and then talking to danielle about shit, and went to be at 11 again. i was still so exhausted from not sleeping saturday night/sunday morning. i think i’m back to my normal tiredness now. but last night i was really bad, felt like passing out, eyes wouldn’t focus on anything, was pissed off at everyone. and i slept pretty damn good. was barely woken up by everyone in my house, was able to go back to sleep even when i was.

so tonight i have to go give out the survey thing for like 3 hours. dr allen said that i could take it for the extra credit in adolescence, since he hadn’t told us what it was about yet. so i’m going to take it one of the sessions tonight, instead of having to outline the review sheet for the final (which who knows, I might end up doing anyway so i can possibly maybe get 100 on it).

i guess now i’ll do the outline. and maybe read poli sci at the research session tonight, and try my hardest to get most of the paper written tomorrow afternoon/night. it’s not a hard paper, or a long one. it’s just getting motivated to do it that’s the problem. anyone wanna find me websites about forensic psychology!?!?

and oh yeah. new osbournes on tonight at 10:30, and Vanilla Ice is playing in Ithica on the 2nd. which if i went would be another 3 day concert binge, since 2 tea party shows are after it. but i’m not going to go because that’d be alot of driving for bands i’m not huge about. bad enough i gotta drive home and back in one day, and then rochester and back. can’t afford the gas. supposedly as far as i know, after tea in rochester we were gonna head back to RIT to drink in honor of danielle’s birthday even tho she won’t be there. at least that’s what joe and jon were planning on doing, who knows what the RIT ppl actually think LOL. either way, all i know is i’m so not drinking. i think it might get me into trouble, so i’ll stay sober, and not have to stay overnight and all that happy horse shit.

did the research thing. i hate that people don’t follow instructions. blah. but whatever. had a chance to go to the campus store and spent 14$…on doritos, salt n vinegar chips, pringles, and easy mac. the easy mac was 6 friggen dollars!! good thing i have my meal plan to pay with, since i need to waste that money away. but can you say price mark up?!?

so i guess for the rest of the night i can finish my outline of my paper, so i can hopefully write it tomorrow. have to spend a chunk of time tomorrow writing up the results for last semesters research though. blah. hopefully maybe we’ll also come to a plan about new orleans and what we’re doing for hotel and stuff.