i survived the downtime of my 10-6 shift last night with thoughts of the show. i did about 20 minutes of work an hour, so i had alot of time to sit and think and realize that it was probably the first time ever i sat at work smiling. i’d laugh for no reason and remind myself that people would start to stare haha. this week was just so much fun, and so amazing, and the time with all my friends was great. the depression will hit soon 🙂

my mom wanted to see the tambourine haha. she told my dad and neighbor that i got it from my idol hahahah