stalker report: HE DID NOT BOTHER ME TODAY!!! though he was in and bothered lindsay, bugging her to give him a ride home.

my life is now back to boring.

gah i go to california tomorrow. i don’t even know my flight time (oh, 6:56am). i checked the weather, high 67, pm rain, low 43. i’m nervous about what to do between the show ending and my flight leaving at 8:30am. maybe i’ll end up getting a hotel afterall. gah. getting nervous.

weather for friday is 32 and partly sunny. no snow showers at the moment, but dunno if they put lake effect and wind chill into the yahoo forcast. gah.

changed my drug dosage, and i’m all…shaky and nervous. my fingers are ripped to shit. yuck.

wow this really great show is on bravo. called “more than music: music that changed the world”. this episode is about (eric don’t hit me) “smells like teen spirit”. and it’s really friggen great. apparently it’s a series of 8 shows, but they are 2 years old…so they don’t get aired often, and are not on dvd. gah. wish i could see them all.