people ask me if my job is depressing. and if it makes me sick to see people losing. and if i feel bad taking people’s money.

my job is only depressing when i think about how much people are losing compared to what i make. it makes me sick to think that a person tonight lost 30,000$ and it takes me a year to make that much. i don’t feel bad for these people, no one is pointing a gun to their head and making them play. they’re fucking idiots. but they’re losing my years salary in a few hours. THAT makes me ill when i think about it.

so i don’t think about it much.

going to cleveland tomorrow with phill and dave to see Cold. i know like, 2 cold songs. i have all the cds i just haven’t listened to them. my bad.