dream
i was really sick, and apparently in school because i went to the nurses office. but it was more like a mini hospital. i can’t remember how i felt or how i was sick, but they couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me. so eventually, the doctor decided to cut my chest open and look around inside. so she did, and they had me put my hand under my rib cage, while they did the same. and they found that there was nothing inside me. no stomach or liver or heart or anything. it was just empty. i thought, no wonder i feel so empty. so they sewed me back up again because they didn’t know what to do. obviously i shouldn’t be alive with no insides. so i just went home, and called who had just been visiting previous to me being sick. i was outside on the phone with him, on this big porch/gazebo part of the house. it was really beautiful, made of brick, with these huge staircases that led down from the porch onto the hill. we lived on the side of a mountain, and the gazebo overlooked the valley. it had a really great view. he was mad that i never showed him the porch/gazebo, but he understood that i didn’t want him to know everything about me yet.