i am still right here

i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, and i don’t even know if the shift manager is going to accept my resignation. i gave it to the assistant shift today, started to cry immediately upon entering the office. he said he didn’t understand, asked if there was a problem with someone there, i said no, and he asked if i needed help from HR or the employee assistance program. i said no that i’d be ok. the shift manager will be in tomorrow afternoon so he’ll find out at that time, and the decision has to be made by him. if they don’t let me i don’t know what to do. cuz i can’t go on like this. dealing today alone made things so much better already. i have a feeling they’ll ask me to stay on through october because of the things going on all month, and i will as long as i get in writing that november 1st i return to dealing full time.

how did it get to be 4:50am?

i got a flyer in my door today for an open house at the quarry on the 17th. i am SO going, since i’ve wanted to go illegally since i moved here. it says “bring your family and learn about your neighborhood quarry” as if every neighborhood has a quarry. ha it just amused me.

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