not only did joanne not say that my hair was an inappropriate color, she said she really liked it. so did everyone else. i’m told it makes me look glowing. it’s SO NOT ME. it’s funny, all the new dealers are like ooooh you dyed your hair. i’m like, you haven’t worked here long enough to witness my chameleon hair lol. some of the older dealers said, what color next. i said, tomorrow it’ll be red. haha.

but yeah. people like it. and as i said. it’s just not me. i’m not a blond(orange). i don’t feel that it suits me, or that i feel comfortable in it. which is weird.

tomorrow is laundry, and maybe hair dye, and maybe developing the b&w roll from the terminal. and non party invitations. work at 6 again, can’t sleep all day tomorrow. cuz i have to see the parents sunday (fathers day, moms birthday). oh crap, i need to find something else to buy my mom…gah.

i had another dream about throwing up. maybe i never mentioned the first one. last week i dreamed i was at my grandparents house and i couldn’t stop throwing up. it was one of those dreams where you can feel the actions, so i could feel the whole thing, and it was not pleasant. the new one, i had gone to see a movie with someone, and the movie was advertised as being really really revolting and disgusting. so leaving the movie i started getting sick, kept throwing up green stuff. couldn’t feel it as much as the 1st dream, but still a bit. people kept asking me about the movie, how disgusting it was, but i kept throwing up – i guess it answered their question.

also had 2 dreams about nate. i don’t know what they were about, i remember waking myself up from both of them and thinking that i shouldn’t be dreaming about him.

6-2 tonight. hopefully home early again, like last night. leighanne left for the weekend to go back home. all by myself now. i’m scared. damn ghost better not choose to show up suddenly.