i loved this line “That Billy Howerdel is a very, very interesting looking human being. At once gentle and intense, he looks like he is the keeper of a secret joke that is so funny, if any one of us mere mortals were to ever conceive of it, we would simply explode”

i dreamed about bono last night. that hasn’t happened in a long time. i also got email from my…ex-uncle mark. about my photos, which my parents apparently sent to him (tho i’m under the impression he doesn’t know they’re my photos). it was a nice surprise, tho i don’t quite know what to say to him. i haven’t seen him in years. i always loved him. he’s an artist. he’s ultra cool. hopefully he’ll write back.

had a decent enough time last night. went to slick willies with jenn and tom. a few other casino people showed up. nothing huge. played darts and pool. went to dennys (again, i feel like it’s summer 2000 again lol) with jenn afterwards, and had to drive her home cuz she was drunk and i was not.

i feel weird.

i need to find out what time i work tonight. vacation is over. feels like years ago that i was actually out of town with my mom. i don’t know why.

i feel empty.