my car is the only one in the lot right now. that’s a bit creepy i think…
i definitely did the most work tonight of all my flooring nights so far. roulette was packed all night, and one of my tables lost loads of cash haha. kept me occupied all night, which was good. and only had to work 7 hours cuz of the whole daylight savings time thing. don’t forget to move your clocks ahead….
totally exhausted now. but hungry, so i need to eat something then sleep. i scanned the foggy bob pics and there are a few i think look neat…the others just look like any other night time bob pic…the fog wasn’t foggy enough to make it look super cool. oh well. next time.
listened to stabbing westward again today..darkest days specifically…and “waking up beside you” really made me laugh. cuz it’s like…chris hall has some serious abandonment issues, and i wonder if he’s finally over the girl who dumped him for her personal trainer yet…after 4 albums worth of songs about it, i’d think he’d have had to move on by now hah. i wonder what his stuff with The Dreaming sounds like….Johnny from Econoline is in The Dreaming now.
and listening to the downward spiral now…suuuuch a great album. “mr self destruct” just is like…a big giant punch in the gut. it suddenly seemed so brutal to me. and while i absolutely adore “the fragile” album…i hope bleedthrough really is the “raw, stripped, brutal 13 punches to the face” that trent claims it to be, when it gets released 10 years from now…i think it’s funny how i no longer identify with the teen angst bands like staind and linkin park, but i can still identify with all of trent’s creations…like, every song he’s done speaks to me in some way (maybe with the exception of “big man with a gun” haha). or speaks about me, in a way where it’s like…i could have written that, if i only had a portion of trent’s genius.
also discovered a wonderful bootleg download resource…currently getting thursday’s bowie show, the nin/bowie “live hate” show from the outside tour (which i have, but the file i have is messed up, and this one has the encore as well)…a few tea party boots, another bowie one, and apc in syracuse that i didn’t go to. only 1136 more hours til they are all complete
time for work