i somehow managed to switch with someone and get off bacc tonight…but did mini bacc LOL. it is different, it is a change. except that it was so busy, that at midnight i got pulled off my table to go open up the 2nd full bacc table. gah. then of course, i figured there was no way any of us would be getting out at 4. grave doesn’t usually have enough people to staff friggen blackjack tables, let alone 2 full bacc tables. but i did manage to get out. i think some of the others got stuck tho.

tony came over for 3 hrs. we always lose track of time. need sleep badly.

i don’t understand my image. you have people like john, who decided i was so hardcore, and evil. people who say i have a unique look. people who are scared of me. the latest is patrick. he said he wanted me for christmas. then he was saying how i’m probably one of those girls who are only out for their own satisfaction blahblahblah. i’m like, no way, i’m an innocent little girl, and he refuses to believe it. then the other day, i was talking to a different patrick, about liking nin and metal music and stuff. he told his brother, who asked me last night if it was true i liked nin, as if he thought that never in a million years would i like hard music. i guess he assumed i’d like the backstreet boys or something lol. so i don’t get it.

i discovered this new band called evergrey. they’re a sweedish metal band. they’re sorta funny, cuz they sound sorta like the glory days of metal music, with the grand guitar solos and shit. i saw their video for “blinded” on headbangers ball, i think they sound neat. except sometimes the singer sounds like david drainman from disturbed – without the monkey calls. i got some songs from a few other sweedish metal bands too, goth metal if you like. pretty cool.

my aunt got me the new korn cd for xmas. it’s growing on me, but i really loved untouchables so this one doesn’t really stand up against it. the song with Nas is probably my fav right now, and “y’all want a single” is pretty fun.

since tony stayed so late/early, i slept all day. gah. jehova witnesses woke me up again, but i went back to bed. got up at 4 LOL. wasted day. i guess i have to grocery shop tomorrow. amy is going to come visit on thursday, which is rad, since i havent seen her since…eric’s birthday party last year. fun stuff. 7-3 tonight, i better not up on bacc again.