my neighbors freaky ass girlfriend needs to take herself and her sex toys home with her before 4am, because i need a place to park when i get home. serious parking issues since people took the empty apartment. the landlord keeps one space open every day for him to access the garage if he wants to take one of his other 0823408 cars out. that leaves me no where to park. fan-fucking-tastic. couldn’t park behind adr and have her wake me up when she needs to leave, cuz then i’d be blocking the 4 cars on the side of the lot. fan-fucking-tastic. so i’m parked in front of the grill/garbage in front of my window. and everyone will have a bitch of a time pulling out tomorrow. well fuck all of them.

i need to be in a relationship with a gay man. that way i’ll know he’s not using me to get off on. no particular event spurred on this constant observation…i just got myself into a funk at work today for no particular reason. been thinking about shit. blahblahblah sameoldsameoldsameold. why couldn’t i have just been interested in tony back in feb when he used to hit on me. he’s a nice guy, it would have all been good. or why can’t i be interested in tom, when i know he’d do anything for me. why couldn’t i have been interested in eric all those years in elementary school and high school lol. we could be married by now hahah. wouldn’t my mom just love that.

whatever.

new design tomorrow. after i go grocery shopping because i have no food. is garbage day delayed cuz of the “holiday”? i wonder if i actually got the newspaper today….gotta remember to call buff news tomorrow and get my money refunded, since in the last 6 weeks that i’ve been paying for the sunday news, i’ve gotten it once…on a monday.

i am not allowed at the mall unsupervised

my sandals finally broke. considering they cost me 4$ in 1999 i think i got money’s worth out of them haha. they broke at the grocery store. thankfully, when i was going back out to my car, so at least i didn’t have to limp through the store, dragging my shoe along so that i didn’t step on the floor barefooted. had to drive home without one shoe. that was fun. i hate driving barefoot. it just doesn’t work in a standard shift car.

so i decided to go to the adidas store to buy an over priced pair of plastic sandals. i figured they’d be the only people who had them, you know, since it’s winter, and it’s buffalo. i was just going to go into the adidas store, and leave. but that didn’t happen. i had to go into the guess outlet cuz they were having a sale. then i had to go into the wilson leather outlet cuz they were having a sale. and i bought yet another coat. IT WAS ONLY 50 DOLLARS AND ITS SUEDE AND PRETTY. it’s a knee length brown suede coat. BROWN!!!!!!! lol. it’s not all that heavy, it’ll be a good fall coat. AND IT WAS ONLY 50 DOLLARS. i almost bought 2 coats. i almost bought a short jacket of the same style. but i stuck with the long one. they also had black leather “motorcycle” jackets, with red lining, for 100. i wanted it just for the red lining LOL. but i resisted.

did go to the adidas store, who had a very small selection of sandals. first i only found the mens ones, and they just didn’t fit right. the womens were only weird colored, so that was a bust. stopped in the sketchers outlet, no sandals, and factory brand shoes, no sandals. what, do people not where sandals in buffalo in the winter?! come on now. i might just have to crazy glue my sandals til i can find a pair. maybe look on ebay or something haha. that’s kinda gross tho…buying shoes on ebay.

and i decided to go and try the lime pineapple juice bars instead of getting two boxes of coconut bars again…bad idea. they’re so gross. i’m gonna have to throw them out if adr doesn’t want them.