kevin says tom is infatuated with me. yeah. i know. i’m trying to ignore that. tom’s been very cool to me lately, dealing with me crying at work and all that. he sent me an email today asking how the non-date went. when i said it didn’t, he said not to worry that i’ll find someone to treat me the way i deserve to be treated and all this. he continuously makes me offers. it’s just…not right…so i try to ignore it. kevin says you can tell just by looking at the way tom looks at me. super. he gives amazing massages tho hahah.

bedtime since i have to find my way to lockport in the morning.

and oh yeah. i got my 2nd vacation week assigned…the week ending on halloween, 2004.

today’s outing was good. today’s crew was me brian james and jasen WHO IS JUST SO COOL and i’m so glad he came with us today. went to flinkote, in lockport, an old asbestos factory. yeah that was super safe and healthy. beautiful place though. definitely near the top of my list – primarily because we found the asbestos machine, and gah *drool* machines….lots of things to see, places to go. good stuff. then went to a chemical factory that only james went in. right next to it was an old very ruinous building, that we’re assuming was some kind of railroad building (since it was next to railroad tracks). very cool. very much in the process of being reclaimed by nature. drove out to a radiation factory, so we could get cancer and permanent birth control all in one day, but there was no time left to try that since i had to get home to get ready for work. i think they were going back after they left me at walmart.

good times. i’ll have 4 rolls to process in class on tuesday. half a roll is from last weekend’s bct tour. and some of my experimental macro filter shots.

i’m so tired tho. i think i’m gonna lay down for a bit.