May 11, 2003
past few weeks: dreams about playing videogames with john.
last night: i was giving someone a sort of tour of my town, and we ended up at my old middle school. so we went in and walked around, and it was huge, and really nice, with this lobby of sorts in the very middle of the school where the main entrance was.my mom had done something that really pissed me off, really offended me, so i was mad as hell. i was going to run away. i had no where to go, so i ended up finding john, and telling him i needed to stay with him for a while. he was all concerned cuz i was upset. i said that my mom had pissed me off and so i ran away. whatever she had done was really bad. it was as if she was threatening me so i needed to hide. so john was going to let me stay with him. he was teaching some kind of class, and i was hiding out there. my mom came around looking for me. i guess she knew i’d end up going to john, so she was asking him where i was, and stuff. he was doing a good job not blowing my cover, but she still thought i was there with him. i guess she left, so i came out of hiding, and was discussing the situation with john, and he said he’d take care of me.
something about watching old german silent films in some kind of class.