1. ug, its 72 out which is way too warm to be wearing jackets. what happened to spring? you know, that season where the snow melts slowly, and temps are in the 50s for at least a few weeks? i forgot, buffalo has 2 seasons…winter and summer.
2. i got another 2 bills from my health insurance…i’m ASSUMING for my mri, but it doesn’t say anywhere “mri”…fucking 290$ and 150$…what the hell?!?!?!?! why do i even have health insurance? the only reason i went through all these tests was because i thought they’d pay for them, and it would make my 250$ a month for the last 8 months worth it. apparently i was wrong. i’m so pissed off.
3. drove out to work to talk to the people in charge of the dealer school. yeah they still don’t know what’s going on…the only info i got was the same info i had before…starting in a few weeks, on the 31st, and it will be in the afternoon. probably 1pm, which is better than 12, cuz i can sleep later, and there’s less time between class and my shift. but they still didn’t give me a straight answer about attending. i’m like, do i just show up? and they said they won’t know what’s going on til sometime this week, and if i don’t hear from them by the 31st to just show up. great.

my thumbs hurt. i constantly slice them open at work. for months i couldn’t figure out why i keep getting cuts, but i think i finally figured it out. i think it’s from unhooking the velvet ropes to enter and exit the pits. that’s the only thing i can think of. last night i got cut enough to bleed, and now its infected. i have a bright purple bandaid on. it rocks lol.

i’m a bit disturbed by my recent theme of dreams…death, dying, and pain…4 dreams about people being dead. 2 about free falling elevators, and the past 2 nights, dreams about cutting off appendages…that my ex-friend andrea cut her hand off using a plastic knife, and last night, 2 people playing blackjack, whoever won got to take an ax to the other person and cut a finger off. one finger cut off for each hand of blackjack lost. i am so mental.