hey guess what. winter is really here. cold AND snow. lots of it. well not LOTS in the buffalo sense of the word “lots”…like 4 inches in a few hours, plus lots of blowing and drifting. which is really nothing. 20mph on the robert moses was definitely overkill. so i had to pass them

i shadowed for 2 hours, then they opened the 2nd bacc game, sat there for a while, did an hour of pai gow and went home an hour early. got to see our new cafeteria, it’s super nice. they’re gonna have real, good food actually. rock!

tomorrow is my first floor day alone. we’ll see how things go. hopefully the weather and football makes a slow night.

i’m sorta confused about…things. but don’t ask haha

oh yeah. i forgot to mention. i have a new decoration for my apt, curtesy (how do you spell that?) of james and the battery warehouse factory place we were at today. this rad danger, sound horn sign. i gotta clean it up a bit. i think it’ll go in my room, cuz my room is a complete disaster hah.

i snagged myself the last u2 2004 calendar at media play. score! i don’t know why anyone buys calendars before the new year. cuz the calendar was 3.50 instead of 13$. i absolutely DESPISE how u2 sets their calendars up tho. it’s the most annoying thing ever. oh well. i have my very own little black book planner that i’ll use for dates and stuff, since i can’t read the u2 calendar.

and tho i may seem down at times, and not happy…i realized in the media play parking lot that i’m actually quite happy with my life right now, and quite happy with who i am at the moment. i have really cool friends (even if they piss me off), and a cool job, and am increasingly more involved with really cool things. so life is good.

i might be appearing in a magazine based in toronto. more details to follow.