work sucked. boring, slow etc. i left around 9:30. ended up going to rumors with eric and danielle, and amanda and her friends. it was 80s night, no cover, good music. i close again tonight. hopefully get to leave early again. i have a feeling i’m going to have to stay tomorrow, which sucks.

nothing else to say.

home from work early again. i got out at 10:30 which was nice. and i’ll get first cut tomorrow too.

so today. i’ve gone beyond the giddiness stage and into the psycho-somatic, nervous stomach, over thinking, over analyzing, depressingly rational stage….i don’t feel good. make it stop. please. it’s been a long, long time since i’ve been this way. i don’t like it. *whine* i think i was close to blowing my car speakers out on the way to work today trying to calm myself….not talking about it anymore…incase…yeah. *zip* if you wanna know, ask me.

i have 4 friggen days off in a row. WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF FOR 4 DAYS?! as i said, sunday is danielle’s party. then monday – wednesday….what am i gonna do? i know i’m going to end up going to work to eat, cuz i miss the place so much 😛 lol. then i work swing on thurs…i close friday or saturday. a day shift one of those days, and day shift on sunday. leaving for toronto right after work on sunday.

anyway. i left for work an hour before i had to be there, because i had nothing better to do. ended up punching in and working for a half hour before preshift. extra money i guess. the night was ok, slightly busy. one of the servers actually gave us hosts each 2 bucks from her tips. she usually bitches at us for giving her the foreign customers who leave her 2$ tips for 70$ bills. not our fault that EVERYONE in the falls is foreign. lol anyway…

i started to watch the depeche mode dvd this afternoon. got 1 song into it and had to switch to popmart tour video…gah love bono. i only had watched it once before, and i didn’t realize how fantastic it was. hehe.