i am so good at not having feelings it’s kinda scary. i’ve pretty much irradicated the “crush”. it didn’t even occur to me to wonder if he was going to be at work today until halfway through my shift when i saw on the list that he came in at 5. then when he came in (again i got sent home as he walked in the door practically), there was only a slight moment of uh..whatever you want to call it…noticing him, i guess.

anyway. work was slow. everyone was getting sent home. the really hot kid was serving today, and it bugs the hell out of me that i can’t figureout who he reminds me of. he was wearing glasses today. oh and he has a tongue ring lol he could possibly be one of the hottest people i’ve ever met lol. besides that nothing real eventful happened today. this guy came in with an Elevation tour shirt on, so i was like hey i like your shirt. talked to him for a few minutes – he was british, and hadn’t seen any of the elevation shows but had seen u2 3 times, once during the lovetown tour (joshua tree era). so that was cool. there is a mandatory host meeting on friday morning at 9:30…yeah i have off friday, and now i have to get my ass up at 8 to get to work for the meeting. arg. so not showering or anything (even tho i was bad and realized that work-boy would have to be there too, so i should look nice, i’m ignoring that thought lol).

this week brings the *greatest* week of the entire summer – Canal Fest. lol can you understand my sarcasm? lol. the parade is tomorrow so i’ll probably end up going for that…maybe this year i’ll actually venture into the beer tent. hahahaha. i actually would like to take some black and white nitetime shots of the insanity, but i still have a roll of color film in my camera…