ok yeah now it’s too hot outside. yesterday was nice, today – too hot. good thing we have AC. it’s nice and cool in here. i sorta wish we had a back yard, or a porch or something. because i’d like to go outside and study, but no way can i study with people walking by constantly. too many distractions. but if we had a back yard that wasn’t a parkinglot then i could. oh well.

but anyway. yeah. test in clinical tomorrow…3 chapters. shouldn’t be too bad. not like the others have been bad, but with only 3 chapters dunno what the short answers will be. not worried about it though because he seems to like me and give me full credit even if i’m not saying enough. bullshitting is one of my strengths.

so in adolescent today we all had to take the Bem sex role inventory to see if we were more masculine, feminine or androgynous. it was kinda funny because i ended up being androgynous (no surprise there) and there were items on both sides where i had 1’s (never true about me)…like on the masculine side was like aggressive, and stuff like that, that i said 1 to cuz yeah i’m not aggressive. ppl can easily beat me up lol. but then on the feminine side was “never uses harsh language” ROFLMAO yeah right, and “loves children” haha yeah that’s a 1.

andy wants to marry me cuz i have a nice website. hehe.

dude martin gore is so great. my fav depeche mode songs turn out to be ones that he sings…then i’m listening to the cd i just got, and i’m like yeah this song is cool…”one caress” and i’m pretty damn sure he’s singing it. lol figures.

something is wrong with my computer. just froze for about the 9th time since friday. 3 times were trying to open eric’s comments, once opening an mpeg, the rest of the times were just random. and 3 times i’ve restarted/started up just to have explorer crash before windows is loaded, prompting me to have to restart/turn off-back on. and the most annoying thing about the freezing is that scandisk runs on startup and takes forever. goes real fast til 20% then takes 3 minutes to do 20-40%, then jumps to 80%, takes another 2 minutes to get to 90% then finishes and scans drive D in a blink of an eye. and Khruschev was doing so good too. he hadn’t given me problems in months. damn Khruschev. and he’s getting louder and louder by the day. why am i the only person i know who’s had continuous fan problems. i’ve replaced the fan in my box 3 times now. and this box i have now is a new one that i got after last years upgrade. other people leave their comps on longer than i do and no one else but me has to replace the fan. arg.

in regards to studying…not going well AT all. been studying since 1:30, got through 1 chapter. osbournes are on tonight so i’d like to have a handle on my shit by 10:30. not gonna happen. oh well.

mmm yeah putting in the live nin disc instead of pretty hate machine bad idea…cannot concentrate. at all. really really bad idea.