trent “came back into my life” at the most opportune time possible….think that’s a sign?

 

i said when i woke up i wasnt going to cry today. that lasted all of 5 minutes. half of me is crying because of obvious reasons, the other half is crying because of how great and supportive my friends have been.

and then i took a shower, and got elton john’s “rocket man” in my head….yeah, i don’t know.

 

want to know where all the boys are in geneseo? political science!…i’ve never seen so many boys in one place before in 4 years of being here.

so i paid my phone bill and asked them not to turn my pin back on. so no more phone bills for me. gotta get a phone card or use my cell if i need to call anyone. it was 14$…

so next is computer art…cant imagine we’d be staying there very long. and then clinical psych. i was thinking last night i should count the days til graduation, but then i decided that would just depress me too much. i dreamed last night that i slept through all my classes today and woke up at like 4. funny, since i barely slept at all last night. it was way too fucking hot. ah well.

 

got my books. 185$…3 books. still too much, but whatever. 2 are used pieces of shit, 1 was brand new and came with a cdrom, like i’ll ever use it.

so computer art…will be fun, will be cool to learn how to use photoshop, will be easy. but it’s on a mac, and i couldn’t even figure out how to turn the thing on. then i fucked 2 of them up. one wouldn’t access the file server and then froze when i asked what was wrong with it. 2nd time was talking on AIM and opened netscape and froze it…wouldn’t restart, had to unplug it haha. but i could have taught today’s lecture. it wasn’t by our proff, he had to leave to go to the dentist…so it was by his friend from RIT…from the graphic design part or something. yeah he didnt know what he was doing half of the time, where to click, and what not. but whatever.

then clinical is gonna be super easy too. the proff is the head of the dept so he can do whatever he wants with the class LOL. 4 non cumulative exams, 5-7 page paper about one of the chapters in the book. one of the options is forensic psych, so i’m gonna do that one. but yeah, that’ll be no problem. tomorrow is adolescent development…cuz i havent taken 3 other developmental classes and each class doesn’t repeat everything every time…so whatever.