marilyn manson

December 15, 2001 – i lived in a really big, beautiful house with danielle. it had great big windows with a really great view of…something. there had been a concert, that was a festival type with lots of bands. marilyn manson had played it, and so had destiny’s child. eric had gone and was telling me about manson’s show, and how good it was. which i thought was weird cuz eric doesnt like manson. then he also said how great destiny’s child was, which confused me even more. then i was on the computer and i was reading Ian’s live journal, and he had gone to the concert too. he was talking about how great destiny’s child was, and how he was a fan now. and that was REALLY even more confusing cuz he likes death metal music. well manson was playing another show in the area, and i was talking to steph who said she was going. me and danielle had nothing to do and it wasn’t sold out so we decided we were going to go too, spur of the moment. so then i went downstairs and danielle was waiting by the window for someone to arrive. so i asked her what she was doing. she said she was waiting for manson to get there cuz they were going out someplace. so that confused me because danielle never liked manson before. she kept going on about how she was waiting for him and they were going to go someplace, and i kept being confused.
so then i left to go to the concert, and it was my house. and the concert was in my nextdoor neighbors driveway. and manson is there and only like 20 people went to the show. and i thought that was expected since we lived in the middle of no where, and no one even knew who manson was. so i was sitting on my porch watching manson, and he wasn’t even performing because he was so disappointed there was no one there. so he was just standing with the people who were there telling them stories. then he saw me and he came over and got me and we went to the tour bus. it was all red inside. apparently i was drunk because i could barely get up the 3 steps onto the bus. and apparently we knew eachother and perhaps were dating, because he asked me if i was going to go with them to the next tour stop and i said yes. so i walked to the back of the bus, and the bus was HUGE. there was a computer in the back, and so i went on it to do something, and didn’t realize i was online. so carolyn immed me, and she was pissed because she knew i was on mansons bus, and she hates him. and i guess the fact that i was on the bus did mean that we were dating, so she was even more pissed. i guess that we hadn’t been dating before, but had gone out a few times, but now that i was on the bus it was like, an official thing.
then i was at my middle school, sitting on the back lawn with the rest of the school – but it was high school kids. it was some kind of assembly. and i was sitting by this girl i hate named eileen, and this kid who is bald. eileen had a tool shirt on, and the bald kid apparently was manson in disguise. no one was supposed to know manson was in high school, so he disguised himself as this fat bald football player kid. and no one was allowed to know i was dating manson. so he kept touching my shoulder and that was like, the secret symbol of our affection. then there was this guy swinging in the sky. he was swinging back and forth, really high in the sky, like a pendulum. but you couldnt see anything attached to him, or what he was swinging from. he was swinging by a huge pine tree and he grabbed the top and cut the tip of the tree off as a christmas tree for his son. so he kept swinging back and forth holding onto a christmas tree. then he fell, and he landed on the tree and bounced so he was ok. then he gave the tree to his son who was in the assembly. then we all realized he had been swinging on all the high tension electric wires that were strung across our sports fields. i wondered how he got onto the wire, and figured he must have climbed all the way up the tower things.

December 12, 2001 – i was at a convenience store with bono and someone else. marilyn manson was there too. i don’t know what was going on, but i guess marilyn was trying to make me into a devil or something. he was trying to convert us or SOMETHING. but i was getting really irritated at him, and he was getting irritated at me. so marilyn left the store, and i got really pissed off. so i ripped one of the glass freezer doors off of the freezer in the store, and ran out of the store after marilyn. i screamed at him that i was going to break the glass over his head. marilyn turns around, and is like yeah right. so i try to swing the glass door over my head onto him, and he just pushes it away and grabs my shoulders. then there was this deafining horrendous piercing sound in my ears, i guess as he was changing me into a devil. then bono hit him with something, which made him let go of my shoulders so the “changing” stopped, and we got away.

january 16, 2002 – i lived in a house with danielle, and apparently, nsync. i guess we had a third floor, and leah lived there. so me and danielle and leah were drinking upstairs. i went downstairs to get more alcohol and justin and jc were on the couch. they looked at me and they were like, we’re concerned you guys are alcoholics. and i’m like, what are you talking about? we haven’t drank at all in the 6 days we’ve been back. i guess we were all in college and had gotten back from break. i told them that they could join all of us if they wanted to. and they asked who was there, because they didnt know we were having a party. and i was like, it’s just me danielle and leah. then they were like, who’s leah? and i’m like uh..she lives upstairs. they were like oh. so i went back upstairs and i got this great idea i had to tell danielle. so i was like, danielle i have the best idea. and i thought it was so funny i was cracking up laughing. she’s like what? and so i told her i wanted to write a fan fiction about nsync to put on fanfiction.net, because it would be really funny since they all have disclaimers that say stuff like “i don’t know nsync etc” but mine could say “i live with nsync.”….and apparently jennifer lopez lived with us at one point when she was dating justin, but she left when they broke up. so then i guess we were having a party, or something, because someone showed up at our house. justin and jc had joined us, and i let this guy in who didn’t believe we lived with nsync. so i was like, totally, we are the ones who got justin and britney together. so then our party was transformed to be at a bar or something…more like a diner with a lunch counter. but it was dark inside and we were having a party. so i went up to the counter to get a drink, and there was a woman sitting on one of the stools. so i was standing next to her, and my parents were on the other side of her, waiting to get drinks. well the woman looked at me and she was like “oh you’re so pretty pretty pretty pretty.” and i got freaked out. my mom i think, was like, that woman likes you. so i moved away from her to the other side of my parents.

i was a police woman, or at least an investigator, and i was doing forensics. my partner was that woman from the bar that thought i was pretty. we had to do all these crime scene investigations together, because i guess we were on a case about a serial killer.

i was playing a 2 on 2 basketball game with michael jordan who had been at my party with nsync. it was me and jordan against kobe bryant and someone else. jordan and i were losing really badly. i was getting pissed, because yeah i suck at basketball but jordan certainly doesn’t. everytime he threw the ball he was way off, and i was no better. so kobe won.

then i was doing something with marilyn manson. he had been at the party, and he liked me. i guess i was doing a video for him or something. but then he gave me this present, but i didn’t want to open it while everyone was there. so then me, marilyn, eric, and some other people were sitting around this tiny room with a bed, cuz we were having a sleepover or something. so we were all smooshed on this bed, and we decided to play this game. i don’t know the name of it, but it involved everyone doing whatever they wanted to me. not sexually or anything, but it was like, i went to the first person and they posed me or whatever, then the 2nd person, than the 3rd etc. and i guess this was supposed to be superfun. then in the morning, i had gotten sorta irritated at the whole thing, and decided to go home. so i went back to the house i shared with nsync, and went to my room. well there was a door in my room that connected to the house next door, so we must have lived in town houses. well the door was open, and i was mad because we had made an agreement that we wouldn’t use the door. in the room the door opened to, dani lived there. and her dad was there packing up her stuff because i guess she didn’t want to live there anymore. so i shut the door so i could go to sleep because i was really tired. but i went to the bathroom and looked at my face, and i had broken out in a rash or i had chicken pox or something. so then i got really pissed at marilyn because i had gotten this disease or whatever from his house. then adrienne came over, with a whole bunch of gifts from marilyn that i had forgotten at his house. so we started opening them and he had bought me all kinds of stuff, and a bunch of cheezy gold jewelry. i guess marilyn was really in love with me, because then he went to the plaza and was standing around the parkinglot waiting for me, because he knew i always walked home from school that way. apparently i was in high school, and so me and a few friends where walking through the parking lot and i saw marilyn. i guess i hadn’t seen him since the sleepover or whatever, and he knew i had been pissed at him so he was trying to appologize. so i said something like, just because of the way me and my friends are you expect me to forgive you. then my friends got pissed at me, because i was stereotyping them as “freaks” just like everyone else did by the comment i made. so i was like no that’s not what i meant. i had a tool shirt on.