maybe it’s just me but it seems that everyone else has such drama in their lives… and then there is me…no drama at all. besides me having no future…that’s not drama. i’m talking, “i have all these problems, my friends have all these problems, my parents have all these problems, problem this, problem that”….that kind of drama. the annoying kind like, “i have all these guys who want me and i don’t know what to do” (*cough* wreatha *cough*)….the interesting kind like…um…well i can’t think of an example. just drama. i won’t go into specifics, but at least 1 friend of mine has alot of drama in her life atm…i’ve never thought of myself as having any drama in my life, although maybe some people might think i have…but since i don’t think i have, i’m not sure if i want drama in my life…although from afar it looks like a good thing..and in movies it seems interesting and a good thing, but in reality…i dunno if it’d be all that good.

yeah ok start laughing now…. i watched half of the britney spears making the video for “ima slave for you”…..ok now i command you to stop laughing. hahaha….ok yeah, go on laughing. britney is such a whore. there is no way she’s not fucking justin timberlake. and is britney TRYING to look like christina agulera in that video? because she does. bill didn’t know if it was britney or christina.. but then we pointed out the terrible voice that sounds like a cat on drugs…or something like that. but yeah, it’s like hello i look like christina agulera because she’s so much better than i am, and i need to bite off her look. and yes i am really sitting here contemplating that…

my u2 obsession is under moderate control today. i think it’s because i had class and things to do besides sit here in front of my computer all day. and danielle put me in my place by saying “arg i totally dont see how you find bono attractive AT all” lol jk..i mean she did say that, but not like in a mean way to “put me in my place” – i just felt like saying that…..but my bono thing is just another one of my weirdo things where it’s not the total outward appearance that i find sexy, it’s a more outward appearance + inward beauty + personal philosophy = hot/sexy kinda thing….(see also “prophetic blasphemies”, for futher explanation of how all the people i find hot, no one else does)..hard to explain unless you have one of these kinds of people “in your life”…. and it’s not like i find bono sexy all the time, just the 5 seconds that he’s singing in the Marvin Gaye cover…lol. i mean there are other times as well (like as Mister Macphisto…..), but it’s the 5 seconds in the video that prompted me saying something out loud about it for the first time…which prompted danielle’s comment LOL. i’m really kinda hyper right now…

i’ve decided i need to start using more apostrophies in my informal writing, like on this blog and emails etc…i use them when i have to do a formal paper, i’m just too lazy when i do informal things…but still not gonna consistently use capital letters, so tough…

i also have had a new phrase the past few days, and i used it in this entry…. “bite off”….”biting off”… etc…i don’t know where the hell it came from. but it’s the first thing i’ve been thinking of when i see something that was “stolen” from something else… like britney is “biting off” christina’s look… and michael jackson in his new video is “biting off” all his old dance routines…i’m a retard. i swear.

i don’t want to do homework, so i’m sure i can think of something else to talk about, make this entry even longer than it already is….i’m having dream issues lately. i have dreams, don’t ever remember them… i remembered the one, because it was way too disturbing to forget, and it’s not going up on the page…lol. sorry.

car is finally getting fixed. only um….15 days late. did i write about what happened earlier? not sure…so going to again anyway. i used my extremely good analytical skills (so says the GRE exam) to figure out that it was my car cd player and not the cd cases eric bought me that were scratching all my cds. so i figure, my car is under warrantee (how do u spell that?) for a year, I’ll go get the cd player fixed before it ruins all my other cds. so i called chevy in geneseo on sept 4th. they didn’t have room for me until thursday the 6th, and i needed the car to go home friday to pack up my stuff for the house. so he said to bring it in the next monday the 10th, and they’ll replace the radio. ok so i do that. he said it would be done tuesday. tuesday NYC blew up, so i sat in front of the tv all day. i went to chevy on wednesday to get my car, and they tell me oh it’s not done. it wasn’t done because the guy ordered the wrong radio. he ordered the radio that came in the car. but apparantly the radio that came in my car, out of the factory, was a tape player….that means that paddock chevy put in the cd player at the dealer after it arrived there. so he had to reorder the correct radio with a cd player. it would be in thursday. so i leave the car there, and i tell him i need they car by friday because i had to go home to take the GRE. thursday, i call, it’s not done. so friday i went up, he gave me my car, but it was still not done. so went home for the weekend, came back, called monday “is my radio in yet” no. so i’m like screw it, they can call me. They called me friday, my radio is in. so i took my car up there today, will be done tomorrow. i could have waited for it today, but i didn’t feel like it, and i made leah go up with me to drive me back anyway so… yeah. car will be done tomorrow, and better not screw up my cds anymore.

i guess i need to find something to do now… where is carolyn when i need her to keep me from doing homework?

i remembered what i wanted to say yesterday…it’s really odd. lately most of the people i’ve talked to at school are having total identity crises. so many people have no idea what they want to do 8 months from now when we all graduate…no idea if they want to go to grad school, and if so, what for. so many people i’ve talked to are rethinking their major, thinking about going into a different field entirely. for example, leah is a speech pathology major…can get her masters from geneseo in another year, and go teach in a school whatever. she wants to be a hair dresser. or a photographer…or webdesign. so she’s trying to combine them into one business where people come, she does their hair, teaches them speech, then takes photographs of them for a webpage LOL. but she doesn’t know if she wants to go on in speech path, or not. other people that are psych majors don’t know if they want to go to grad school, or what for…so it’s really not just me that’s having issues. i wish i knew what i wanted to do.