forgot to mention. yet again, i wish i lived in NYC…NIN instore record signing…yeah. great. and i’m here 10 hrs away.
so i watched more of popmart before i was interrupted again. it seems like bono is a little boy trying to get your attention. it’s like the stage makes him so little, and he’s jumping around like “look at me, pay attention to me”…and it’s different than The Fly’s whole, “lookit me i’m a rockstar” fake egotistical behavior of ZooTV. and bono is really femmy in it…in his tight pants, and stuff. LOL it’s cute. and good neck shots…oops i’ve said too much.
wow i don’t think there could legally be anymore chlorine in our tap water….yick!
bored
current mood: bored, tired, pain
current music: “never tear us apart” – inxs acoustic
current taste: haven’t spoken in hours taste
current hair: boy looking, lacking hair products
current dress: army sweater, beige bungee pants
current annoyance: the website i’m working on….
Current smell: nothing
current game: spite and malice
current thing I ought to be doing: eating.
current windows open: netscape mail, winamp, 2 chat windows, AIM, IE
current desktop picture: bono and edge trading places
current favorite group: u2.
current book: u2 at the end of the world.
current cds in stereo: phantom of the opera hahah.
Current color of toenails: chipped to hell dark metallic turquoise.
current worry: what i’m gonna fucking do in may.
current crush: um..real person, no one. lol
current favorite celeb: bono, john cameron mitchell
current hate: my shoulder...today have I..
Smiled?: yes
Laughed?: yes
Cried?: no
Bought something?: no
Danced?: nope
Were sarcastic?: noooooooo not me.
Talked to an ex?: no but i saw this kid today who looked like tim.
Watched your favorite movie?: actually, not today LOL..the last time..
Last book you read: complete book? “round ireland with a fridge”
Last movie you saw: hedwig and the angry inch
Last song you heard: currently playing depeche mode “dead of night”
Last thing you had to drink: vernors.
Last time you showered: 2:30pm.
Last thing you ate: baked potato...do I..
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: no.
Have sex?: lol with who?
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes.
Live in the moment?: nope not usually 😛
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes – tornados, airplane crashes, squirrels, lately airplanes that don’t crash, playing asshole with edge and bono
Play an instrument?: yes. er no…not really. i used to.
Believe there is life on other planets?: sure.
Remember your first love?: yes
Still love him/her?: hah yes – too bad we were never together
Read the newspaper?: i read the front page at work, and sabres articles on buffalonews.com
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes.
Believe in miracles?: no.
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: very. extremely, yes.
Consider love a mistake?: no.
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes. cran vodka…*drool*
Have a favorite candy?: sweet fucking tarts!!
Believe in astrology?: nooo
Believe in magic?: why did i suddenly think of mcdonalds….
Believe in god?: no.
Go to church?: no.
Have any pets: a cat. but it wasnt my cat that was outside the bathroom door today when i got out of the shower….
Do well in school?: yes, best grades ever
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes LOL again.
Wear hats?: nooooo i look bad in hats.
Have any piercings?: ears.
Have any tattoos?: no.
Hate yourself?: not really, dislike alot yes…but hate.. not really.
Have an obsession?: hahahah that’s a funny question….well no i don’t. not if you go according to DSM criteria hehe
Have a secret crush?: hmmmm since i said i had no crush, then i guess this would be a no.
Do they know yet?: uh then it wouldn’t be secret if i even HAD ONE WHICH I DONT!!!!!
Collect anything?: floaty pens
Have a best friend?: yes.
Wish on stars?: i did at the corn maze and did it come true? no.
Like your handwriting?: no.
Have any bad habits?: yes.
Care about looks?: sure who really doesnt?
Believe in witches?: not really.
Pick a song that best describes your life at the moment: “rebel yell” – billy idol… yah it’s playing right now…so therefor its describing my life at the moment.
Things you hate about yourself the most: my shoulder OMG IM DYING UG pain. need a shoulder transplant
Things you like about yourself the most: my brain i guess.
Things you look forward to: figuring out what the hell i’m going to do in may.
This makes me cry: not much.
This makes me smile: stuff.
One thing you can’t live without: music.
again, i’ve had attention drawn to my “art”…first was priest and all that….and now this site www.shadyproductions.fsnet.co.uk wants to feature some of my photographs on their site. so they’re putting up about 6 or 7 of them. rad.
heather reminded me….our strange men attracting. the kids at the river who invited us to the party. they were squirting water at us, and then they asked if they could come to our party, and i was like “i don’t think so” and we walked away. i remember we had to walk by them like twice or something LOL.
i got home from work. i took a shower. i opened the bathroom door and there is a cat sitting in front of the door. but it wasn’t my cat. LOL. i’m like GET OUT OF MY HOUSE STUPID NEIGHBORS CAT! i don’t know how it got inside. it must have snuck in when my mom went to work this morning, and must have been in my house all day long. cuz i didn’t let it in when i came home from work. so yeah, i kicked it out of the house. but it was weird, and scared me, opening the door expecting Ziggy to be sitting there like normal, and it’s a beige cat instead LOL.