only super bowl commercial I’ve seen was great. Lizards and possibly naomi campbell dancing to thriller for life water ha
bowiieeeee
I’m closer to the Golden Dawn
Immersed in Crowley’s uniform
Of imagery
I’m living in a silent film
Portraying Himmler’s sacred realm
Of dream reality
I’m frightened by the total goal
Drawing to the ragged hole
And I ain’t got the power, anymore
No I ain’t got the power anymore
I’m the twisted name on Garbo’s eyes
Living proof of Churchill’s lies
I’m destiny
I’m torn between the light and dark
Where others see their targets
Divine symmetry
Should I kiss the viper’s fang
Or herald loud the death of Man
I’m sinking in the quicksand of my thought
And I ain’t got the power anymore
Don’t believe in yourself
Don’t deceive with belief
Knowledge comes with death’s release
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah
I’m not a prophet or a stone age man
Just a mortal with the potential of a superman
I’m living on
I’m tethered to the logic of Homo Sapien
Can’t take my eyes from the great salvation
Of bullshit faith
If I don’t explain what you ought to know
You can tell me all about it
On the next Bardo
I’m sinking in the quicksand of my thought
And I ain’t got the power anymore
Don’t believe in yourself
Don’t deceive with belief
Knowledge comes with death’s release
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah
Don’t believe in yourself
Don’t deceive with belief
Knowledge comes with death’s release
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah
and in other news apparently stone temple pilots are touring again this summer, and….new kids on the block may be reuniting. and i’m not even going to comment on that. those that know me know what i’ll be doing if that is true /nerd. ha
u23d
oh happy day, u23dmovie.com just added the transit regal theatre as a location to see the movie. we don’t have to drive to toronto or rochester now!! yaaaaay!!!
in other news my norton antivirus has suddenly stopped working after 3 years, it claims i need to activate the program because the trial is up, but it won’t accept my key…i just freaking resubscribed too. trying to work it out with customer support, where i told them i had already downloaded their “fix” for it from the FAQ page and it didn’t work, and what do they tell me to do – install the fix…gee thanks for your help.
transit! so happy now!
employee of the year
so….cassie is trying to come up the 14th so we can go see u23d. and looking for show times, it appears that neither of the now 2 rochester theatres showing it are imax, nor either of the 2 toronto theatres (carolyn, does empress even have an imax theatre? scotiabank toronto seems to be imax, but not clear if the movie is ON imax or not…or running beyond feb 7th…and i can’t call canada apparently)…the roch cinemark site is so shitty tho it’s hard to really tell. and nothing within 3 hours appears to be imax either. arg why can’t they just show it on freaking transit imax.
the work dinner was nice. a fellow dealer won employee of the year, which was nice. as nice as someone NOT ME winning it can be hahahaha. anyway. it was super long though, they delayed dinner because of the weather and all the people coming up from the salamanca casino. we didn’t eat til at least 8, and the courses were so slow. dinner was small filet and crab stuffed lobster. I TRIED THE LOBSTER, it was horrible. never ever again. and this time, unlike the crab cakes i accidentally ate, the crab was pretty horrible too. aside from it all tasting bad, everyone pulled the meat out of the lobster tail and left empty lobster tails around the table, with little lobster legs, and it was so totally barftastic having sea spider carcasses sitting on the table all around me. nightmare hahahahahah
but i got the wii hooked up and online. it’s working, more to play tomorrow 🙂
wiiiiii
thanks to john i got a wii!!! he txt me this morning that his store had 3, so i jumped in the shower and ran over and he saved the last one for me. yay! 500$ later…LOL now if only i could figure out my network code and get it online (now that my internet is back after the power outtage)….
tonight is my 3rd free fancy dinner from work, the employee of the year dinner. maybe if i win employee of the year my expenditure today will be justified hahahah
the weather is total shit. wasn’t planning on leaving the house til dinner until the wii thing came up. my hair froze walking into best buy, and i almost got blown over walking back to the car. and i didn’t sleep much because the wind was so loud and i thought a window was going to break. ah well.
tonight’s A daily show moment of zen, so hilarious, a certain clip from each of bush’s state of the union addresses. who needs writers when you have an idiot for president?
song lyrics for no other reason than i heard the song today and remembered how much i love it
Nothing remains
We could run when the rain slows
Look for the cars or signs of life
Where the heat goes
Look for the drifters
We should crawl under the bracken
Look for the shafts of light on the road
Where the heat goes
Everything has changed
For in truth, it’s the beginning of nothing
And nothing has changed
Everything has changed
For in truth, it’s the beginning of an end
And nothing has changed
And everything has changed
(In your fear)
……………..In your fear
……………………..(seek only peace)
Of what we have become
…(In you fear,…………..seek only love)
……………………………………Take to the fire
(In your fear)
………….Now we must burn
………………………(seek only peace)
All that we are
….(In you fear, seek only love)
………………………….Rise together
…………………………….. ..(In your fear)
Through these clouds
(in your fear)
As on wings
(As on wings)
Oo, ho
Oo, ho
This is the trip
And this the business we take
This is our number
All my trials
Lord will be remembered
Everything has changed
the US sucks
someone at work put on fox news (arg!!!) last night, and saw that obama won the SC primary by ALOT. that led to just a small discussion about the primaries (and the fact that i can’t change my party affiliation until AFTER the general election in november, despite what the ny state website said) and the candidates…a friend said if hillary wins he’s starting an assassination pool because no way will she survive 4 years…and thinking about it, neither will obama…and that is really telling about how fucked up the US is. because i agree, and it’s sad that our country STILL has crazies out there who won’t stand for a female or black (or god forbid both) president. i mean, get with the times america. it’s sick.
and of course, what else is sick is the fact that there are hate groups out there, one specifically, who stated they’d protest heath ledger’s funeral because he merely PLAYED a gay character in a movie. ok not that i understand these groups protesting things like matthew shepard’s funeral, but at least he WAS gay. it really makes me ill.
dream +
had a bizarre dream about a new nin record, that was supposedly year zero. there was all sorts of hidden stuff in it that had to deal with the arg…like if you looked at a certain part of the packaging it told you a certain part of a song to listen to for a clue…which was turning the speakers really loud during the first song and you’d hear a voice say a number – which i forget now – that was the actual “year zero”, meaning that the album was taking place actually in the late 80s (?). i was trying to get to a computer to write up my review of the album, though i never got past the first song which had a woman talking softly on it, like la mer.
and in that spirit, time for my review of the new econoline crush cd, ignite. last thursday i went up to canada to find the cd. i have no idea where to buy cds in canada so i had asked around, with my first stop being walmart. well nothing is ever easy for me when driving around an unfamiliar place. i looked up where the closest one was, as opposed to just going to the one i know in st catherines. it is at morrison at qew…no problem. except qew doesn’t exit at morrison, the only exit once driving past walmart is thorold stone road. so i exited figuring it’d be easy to back track…not so. never saw the walmart again, eventually was almost back into the tourist area of the falls before crossing morrison rd. cool. took the road, finally found the walmart, which was back where i had exited qew. LOL. and they didn’t have the cd. fine, i’ll go to future shop in st catherines which i also know where it is. the kid working was about 12, i asked if they had the cd and he went to look it up. couldn’t spell it so he asked, and i told him…it wasn’t on screen, but he would have had to keep scrolling to see it and didn’t. whatever. i said i wasn’t from the area and where else could i buy cds. he said best buy. i asked where it was, he said 4th…AS IF I KNOW WHERE 4th IS! i thought it may be close and easy to find so i drove around a bit, didn’t find it. fine off to pen center, which i’ve accidentally found once but wasn’t sure i’d be able to find again. i did find it, but at this point it was almost time for me to head back home to go to the board meeting so i had 15 min to run in find HMV and find the cd. they DID have it. thank god. so off for home…figuring glendale went back into the falls (it doesn’t) so i had to back track back to 401 or 104 whatever the road is, and finally made it back into the states. the cd better have been worth it.
overall i guess it was. it was only $11, and though it’s short, 11 songs (i hate that), it is more gritty and rock-ier than “brand new history”, but nothing like “affliction” and definitely not as good as that or “devil”.
could have been – the yelling vocals sort of bother me, but the song has grown on me alot and is pretty cool
dirty – first single, average
psychotic – one of my favs, has a weird cool female vocal part, very unexpected
get out of the way – very stadium rock and roll with the “hey, hey” shouting, reminds me of gary glitter or something. another fav, it’s fun.
hole in my heart – sorta cliche, slower, not really my thing but not horrible
unbelievable – good music, but the chorus sorta bugs me, not sure why.
the love you feel – i think it’s supposed to be a “razorblades and bandaids” comparable song, the drums even sound similar, but doesn’t hold a candle haha. it’s good enough
heaven’s falling – my #1 fav from the album. rock-y and neat
burn it down – another fav, rock
bleed through – best “slow” one, tortured rock
you don’t know what it’s like 2007 – remix/rerecording of the song from brand new history, it’s got neat piano and sounds down tuned or something. it’s a “hidden track” actually track 23 or 24.
i considered taking sunday off to go see them in st catherines but i really need to work, it’s been so slow everyone’s been having to go home early or sit around doing nothing for 3-4 hrs a night, which is actually pretty horrible. EC will tour for ages around here as usual, so no big deal to miss the show.
monte carlo in vegas is on fire.
a guy told me i look like a young liza minelli. and he repeated, that he said a YOUNG liza minelli hahaha
one of our more notorious players died this week. NOT suicide this time.
u23d will be showing at some IMAX in rochester, Cinemark IMAX® Theatre 2291 Buffalo Road …that’s the closest. or toronto Empire Theatres at Empress Walk 5095 Yonge St…..both starting feb 15th. seems like i’ll be going by myself 🙁 not knowing how long it’ll be running in either place, i may have to take a night off of work to see it. hahah
for someone
is this really how it ends
with a broken heart and a bottle in my hands
in this dirty room i crawled into
running away from the ghost of you
tore it all apart
lost the way out we’ve gone too far
there could never be enough for you
nothing hurts the cold hard truth
never felt so alone
this city feels so damn cold
tell me was i wrong was i right
fought hard with all my might
my soul kicked black and blue
all my pain comes bleeding through
tell me was i wrong was i right
fought hard with all my might
my soul kicked black and blue
all my pain comes back to you
mountain of amends(?)
angry words and blood on my hands
i fell into a burning rage
felt the fire burn through me
when you took my hand
were you playing a part?
did you ever understand?
complicated so like me
lips to feel love’s for real
never felt so alone
this city feels so damn cold
tell me was i wrong was i right
fought hard with all my might
my soul kicked black and blue
all my pain comes bleeding through
tell me was i wrong was i right
fought hard with all my might
my soul kicked black and blue
all my pain comes back to you
*transcribed by me, accuracy in question ha
