May 21, 2002
1. i went to visit cory at the high school, and he shared his room with ms derme. i was talking to her, and she said she had a job for me. she got me hired at the high school working with the school psychologist.
2. it was graduation and my parents had come up and i’d taken them to their seats even tho i never picked up the tickets. i had jeans on under my graduation gown, because they had never given us a dress code. so i was running around taking care of stuff, and i realized they had forgotten carolyn. so i was like where the hell is carolyn? they said they had gone to the bus station to get her and waited 2 hrs and she never arrived. so i went back to my dorm, which was on north side, carolyn was speeding up to the building in a green car and almost hit the building. she had missed a bus connection cuz the first bus was late, which was why she never showed up at the bus station. so we were waiting around in this big gym, that was turning into a rave. and joe and rick and everyone were there. and then goth joe and his friends showed up, plus some of my other friends. and we were all sitting on this stage thing, and lights were flying around. then someone got down and was balet dancing on the floor. soon everyone else joined them. then MJ’s “privacy” was on, and i was singing, and goth joe was staring at me cuz he was surprised i knew all the words. he didn’t think i was an MJ fan, and apparently everyone else there was. so they were all impressed with me.
posted by sara @ 1:43 PM//
May 14, 2002
1. i was driving somewhere. either i was dr kirsh…or dr kirsh was with me…or i was going to find dr kirsh. i had to keep pulling over because of emergency vehicles behind me. then i was scared that something really bad happened, like a earthquake or nuclear bomb or something.
2. one of those dreams that are so nice because you can actually feel what’s going on in it. something about tim, and we were at a dinner table, and he was leaning towards me with his arm around my shoulders. we weren’t dating, i guess he was trying to date me though.3. something to do with alot of hatred for my parents. i was at mcds taking their order even tho i didn’t work there anymore, and they were being really annoying with all kinds of changes to their orders. and roseanne (barr/arnold) was my manager and was yelling at them, and i was yelling at them. then it progressed into something different, but i was still full of hatred for them, and was constantly screaming at them and hating them.
posted by sara @ 10:42 AM//
May 12, 2002
1. danielle and I were at a pre-show screening of the Jay Leno show. We were walking around wherever it was being held, and I saw jon bonjovi walk out of his dressing room. So I was like, “look, it’s bonjovi.” Danielle was like “cool, get him over here.” So I’m thinking, “why should I get him over here, I don’t even like him.” But I did anyway, I was like “jon, do you have a few minutes?” he was like sure, so he came over to talk to us. I guess we knew bonjovi was going to be playing on the show because danielle had brought something for him to sign. So he signed her thing, and I just stood there with them. So danielle thanked him and we turn to leave and he’s like “where you going? I’m not done with you girls yet.” So we go back towards him and he gives us both hugs. Then he pulls 2 passes out of his back pocket, and gave them to us. They were all access passes to the actual taping of the Leno show that night. They were the cloth passes that you stick to your clothing. So danielle is like “Thanks but I don’t know if I can, I have to study for exams.” And I was like, “sure, I’ll be there!” so we leave and I went home and told my parents that jon bonjovi had given us passes for the taping that night, so I was going to be going again. It was 11:40pm and I realized I was late for the taping, so I was getting all my stuff together, and my coat to leave. I was going to wear my leather coat cuz I thought that would impress jon. Then I realized I couldn’t go to the taping because they tape the show in burbank california, and I was in NYC. So I was like wtf, why would he give us passes if the show is in california…and why was jon even in NYC if he had to be in cali for the taping. There was no way I’d be able to get to california before the taping was over. So I was kinda pissed off about that.
2. sorta related…because we had been given these passes for the Leno show we had access to a hotel room for the night. So we figured, might as well use it. So I went to the room with eric and his girlfriend. His girlfriend wasn’t mary, it was this girl lauren who has been in a bunch of my psych classes. We were there waiting for other people to show up. So the two of them keep making out, because they want to have sex, and I’m sitting on the other bed trying to ignore them and be invisible. They keep talking to me every now and then and I just keep trying to ignore them. Then I fell asleep on the other bed (they had gone onto the bed I had been on before), and other people had arrived at the hotel room. There was this girl who was piss ass drunk, sitting on the bed I was on. She started tickling my feet, and woke me up. So I was like wtf, why’d you do that, I finally fell asleep and you had to go and wake me up. In the other bed eric and adrienne were all snuggling under the covers, and lauren was standing at the side of the bed yelling at them. And adrienne was like “you knew from when I got here we were making out.” And lauren was all pissed off and yelling at them, or at eric for cheating on her or something, and eric just was there silent the whole time. Then adrienne said something about “look at me compared to him” meaning something about how much shorter she was compared to eric, but I don’t know what that was supposed to mean. Then the drunk girl was all talking to me and making no sense, while I was watching the scene unfold between eric, adrienne and lauren.3. sorta related again…a bunch of us were in class and it took place inside this old mansion, upstairs in one of the big rooms. There was a chalk board, and a lecturn and desks. So the professor was teaching, and then I guess the lesson was over or we had a break so we all left and went outside. We were in NYC again, and me and danielle were sitting on a park bench on this busy street. Then adrienne showed up, and sat with us. I took out the passes jon bonjovi had given us and showed her, because I was still pissed I hadn’t been able to go cuz it was in california. So she freaked out because there was a picture of britney spears on them. She thought we had gotten all access passes to a britney show. So I was like no, it’s for leno. She was like oh. Then there were tons of people lining both sides of the street, almost like waiting for a parade. So we got up and started to head back to school, and a motorcade came down the street. Everyone started cheering and we realized it was chelsea clinton’s wedding party. There were limos and then people walking, as if it was a parade. So we were trying to peek through all the spectators to see chelsea’s dress, figuring it would be really nice. So finally we saw all the bridesmaids and they were in pink dresses, and then chelsea was there with her new husband who was really tall, and had icky hair – it was like my dad’s hair when he got married – long, and sorta curly, and frizzy. So I was like ew ugly husband. And chelsea’s dress was like just a piece of cloth. Then I wanted to see bill clinton and talk to him so I could tell everyone I got hit on by bill clinton. But then there was another limo so we figured the clinton’s were inside the limo. We got back to the school/mansion and the mansion was really kind of scary. It was old and falling apart, and there were 2 really scary dangerous stairways you could take upstairs, or you could take the elevator. The elevator wasn’t in an elevator shaft though, it was just a box on pulleys that would lift you to the next floor. But it was really beautiful and ornate. So we took the elevator back to the classroom and sat down. The teacher started teaching again, but every time he’d teach he’d talk about things that weren’t the same as he had told us before, so everyone would always be super confused. So I raised my hand to ask about this person’s name, but he couldn’t remember my name and he refused to go on until he remembered it. So I was like, it’s the most common name in the entire world. But he still couldn’t remember it. Then our teacher was courtney love, and she was writing on the chalk board in such small writing no one could read it. Then this other girl from my psych classes, sarah, came in and asked me if I had an extra pen, which I didn’t. Then courtney was playing a video for us, and korn’s “here to stay” was playing (or at least that’s what it was supposed to be in the dream), but it was this remix, or super long extended version. There was a bowl of juju candies next to me, and so I started taking them all out of the bowl to put in these little candy envelops. So I filled 2 envelopes, which was almost the entire bowl, even tho I wasn’t supposed to, because they were for the entire class. Then I turned back to trying to write down what courtney had put on the board, but no one could read it. Then she showed us this other video about townhouses that were built in swamps in florida, and how the companies were getting sued because of all the problems. Like at night, the swamps would rise up like at high tide, and fill the houses with water. If you were sleeping, the water would fill your entire house and you’d be sleeping underwater (but you wouldn’t drown, you’d just live off the oxygen in the water)…but if you didn’t realize you were underwater you had the risk of these water worms going into your nose. So people were suing the company for that too.
posted by sara @ 11:06 AM//
May 11, 2002
i’m not sure the order of these, they were sorta one dream, but it flipped back and forth a few times.
i was in class, in a big room like in newton. it was some sort of history class i guess, and we were watching a video on russia. they were showing footage from a fire that occured in some russian tourist area. a fire had started inside the place, and some people had caught on fire as well. so they had footage of the people on fire, and inserterd were interviews with the people who had been there either on fire, or just present, about what happened. well it turns out my 3rd grade class had been there on a field trip, and 2 of the people who had caught on fire were danielle and pete zinni. danielle had a beard and it was all on fire, and they were asking her on the footage if the fire had burned her ears. she didn’t even remember the event, she had repressed it. and they were talking to pete about how everyone had to evacuate, and asked him how the people who had been on fire had put themselves out. then there was a shot in the footage of me. i wasn’t on fire though. i was just there with the rest of my class, watching the mayhem. but since all of us had forgotten we had been there, were like OMG THATS ME!!! so then class was over, and i left and found eric. we were walking down the hall to our next class, and i saw a sign for a perfect circle playing on campus that night. i remembered seeing other signs, and i was like “eric, apc tonight!!! don’t let me forget, because i know i’m going to” so he was like yeah don’t worry about it. the show was at 7, and it was going to be in alice austin theatre, but it also looked like one of the big lecture halls. so then i left eric and was thinking about what i was going to wear to the show since my shiny pants were at home. so i was looking for my class but i didn’t even know what class i should have been going to. so i was like wtf, i only have 4 classes, what other class do i have today? then i realized i was supposed to be in comp art, but decided not to go because i finished all my projects. so i went back through all the maze like hallways to find eric. i found him sitting outside where the APC show was going to be, because the sign on the door said 7pm or just chill. lol there were tons of people around, but i managed to smoosh in between people and sit next to him. the other people around weren’t there for the show though, they were there for food because it was also the cafeteria.some dream about looking at coats, and me thinking about my jacket fetish.
posted by sara @ 1:29 PM//
May 2, 2002
1. i was reading my adolescent psych textbook which is famous for typos and errors. so i was reading it, and it started talking about Fight Club and the filming of fight club. then there was a paragraph about how hot ed norton is. so then everyone who came into my room, i read them that paragraph because it was so weird that it was in my textbook. there were 2 other thinks i kept reading them too but i forget what they were.
2. i was at an orgy show with danielle, who was also my old best friend angela. the backstage was like a labrynth, so it was really weird. there were lots of hallways, and stuff. and the stage was someone’s back porch so we didn’t understand why the whole backstage part was so crazy. so we were hanging out in this big area right before the stage entrance, and we were talking to this woman who is the one who got us backstage. she worked for orgy, tour manager or something. i guess we knew her, that’s how she got us in. so we were waiting for orgy to come from their dressing rooms so we could talk to them. so i think paige came out and walked by and waved, then ryan came over. he put his arm around me, and was talking to me, and i put mine around his. he wasn’t any taller than me, so we were at eye level with eachother. i guess we actually knew the band too, because it wasn’t weird or anything. so i was talking to ryan, then they had to go on stage. so we walked onto this porch through the sliding glass door (the band went on from a side entrance). there were all kinds of people there to see the band. so there were a bunch of ppl hanging around this back area of the stage, because they all had passes, and we didn’t. but we figured, whatever, we know the tour manager, we know the band, we’re staying here. so there were 2 like 14 year old girls sitting there in plastic lawn chairs glaring at us, because we were going to stay there. they commented something like “oh 24 year old girls think they can do anything”. so we were like whatever. so the band came out, and jay saw us and waved. he was real light on the make up. so then he was motioning to us to come on stage, and we were like what?!?! then i saw that everyone had backed up and made this space at the barrier for us. so i ran and jumped off the stage, and into the hole in the crowd. for some reason, i guess she was scared, danielle/angela didn’t, and so she stayed on stage. but she was in front of the stage, not in back anymore. and i don’t know where orgy went. but there was some asshole in the crowd who kept walking back and forth, and making the entire crowd move back and forth over and over again. well his friends tried to make him stop, but he wouldn’t, so he got kicked out. and the whole thing pissed off Orgy who decided they weren’t going to play. but there was this big screen that came down and was playing orgy videos. so no one realized they weren’t actually playing anymore. then everyone started to disappear, so i was like what’s going on? to danielle/angela. and we figured out that they weren’t playing anymore and stuff. so we went back stage again to walk around and find the band. we found the tour manager and she was crying, cuz she was pissed off about the whole thing and told us that the band was pissed off at the kid who kept making the crowd move. so then we were walking around trying to find the band, but since it was all a bunch of hallways we got lost. i don’t know what happened to danielle, but i was walking down a staircase, and i heard someone say something about snakes. so i looked above me and there were snakes everywhere. but they were actually lizards. and where i was, was some part of a fear factor type game, to walk up the stairs with all these snakes/lizards on both sides of you. so there was this guy at the top of the stairs, who i guess was trying to help me. so he killed one of the snake/lizards which was a signal to all the other snake/lizards to go attack that guy… that would draw all the snake/lizards to him, so i could sucessfully go up the stairs. but they were all moving so slow, i was still scared to use the stairs. so i went back down, and out an emergency exit, and ended up in this ghetto ass shady looking street. there was someone there i was scared was going to attack me, so i went into a record store.3. me, eric, danielle and adrienne were in a car with psycho ex boyfriend. danielle was in front with him, and the other 3 of us were in back. i was behind danielle. psycho had a big bottle of wine he was trying to open. the dream was weird because it kept changing perspectives from backseat, to outside the car looking in – like a tv show. so he was trying to get the cork out of the bottle, and his son (assuming his kid is a boy) was in the car with us too. and his son could talk, and was telling him he shouldn’t be drinking in the car. so we were driving down nash, i guess psycho was taking us to his house, or his parents house (if he doesn’t live there anymore, i dunno). and i guess we realized he was completely drunk. and he almost crashed into a house on the side of the road.
4. i guess this kinda morphed into stopping somewhere, and managed to get rid of psycho. then we were driving in eric’s car…eric driving, danielle in front seat, me behind her. eric wanted a blizzard icecream from this place called Freeze. so we went through the drive thru and danielle had to order because it was on that side of the car. but she didn’t know how for some reason. so i was trying to tell her what to do to order. it was only 2$ for the blizzard. so then we drive around to the other side of the building to get it, but you have to get out of your car to pick it up. then we had to go to a parking ramp because that’s where our car was. and that’s where we had to meet all our other friends (joe, rick, janet etc). there was some kind of gang dance off inside the parking ramp, so we were all sitting on this metal walkway/stair way watching the break dancers. the stairway was at a total slant tho, so i was sliding off, and about to fall off the stairs to the pavement below (Because the stairs was really like a fire escape ladder). but everyone else couldn’t let go of the bars they were holding on to, or they would fall, so no one could help me. i told someone that rick was the only one strong enough to be able to pick me up off the walkway thing and not fall himself, but he had gone down the ladder to watch close up so he wasn’t around. i couldn’t go down the ladder either, because i would have had to go down head first. eventually people managed to get me up so i wasn’t going to die.
4. something about having a part in a movie. where i played some girl having surgery, some miracle cure thing. so i did my filming, which was all of 5 minutes. and i guess my mom was in it too. or no, she wasn’t supposed to be, but she was at the filming, acting like a shocked witness or something, and they ended up using her. so we saw a commercial for it, realized she was in the movie too, then in the preview they showed some thinkg of me, which i had never done. so i was like um? gonna have to see the movie now, because i totally don’t understand.