spent the morning in the er. got to ride in an ambulance. they couldnt get the iv in me in the ambulance so i’m all bruised. got in the other arm at the hospital, hurts like a bitch. i’m not dying, and it wasn’t my heart. i have an ulcer or something. unbelievable pain. completely unexpected too. you don’t expect an ulcer to hurt so much or to make you not be able to breath and make your chest spasm, but hey, it did. and i’m sure there was quite a bit of panic involved as well.

not fun. not looking forward to this bill.

but they said i’d be alright after they asked me what year it was, and who the president was, and who the president should be and i responded with anyone but george bush.

and the paramedic was hot. he came to tell me he’s usually not that bad with IVs haha and he wanted casino secrets

and on top of my trip to the hospital…

1. while we were at the hospital my grandma fell and broke her hip
2. my aunt’s husband lost his VP job at lands end
3. my greek aunt is getting a divorce
4. and i didnt get nin toronto tix. had 4, and something happened and lost them. grr

2005 is splendid for everyone