i hope everyone had a good 4th of july weekend, whatever you were doing.

i went to work. the big fireworks show went on despite the rain. my parents ended up coming out for it, said it was very good. i was in 3 card poker all night, which was hectic, so they gave me double coverage. which meant mean and stef just talked for 4 hours basically. jenn is pissed because she didn’t get promoted and people who basically suck did….she has every right to be pissed. i’m insulted that people who are so bad at their job got promoted to do what i do. other dual rates are insulted too. it’s like a slap in the face sort of. hard to explain.

dropped dosage of meds again on thurs, and i feel like crap. physically. dizzy and stomach weird, and blah. i can’t remember if next thurs i am supposed to drop again to every 2 days, or just stop completely. oh well.

and i spent some money. i gave in and bought a nice digital camera. i ordered the minolta z2….i’ve read mixed reviews on it, but it seems to do a good job, and have good features, and is affordable. the things people were concerned with i’m not that concerned about, mainly because i don’t plan on making large prints from anything i take. i wouldn’t go any bigger than 8×10 with my negatives, so i doubt i’d go bigger with digital images. esp because i don’t care for 8x10s. i just find them to be too big for my tastes. even when you’re doing you’re own enlarging, 35mm can’t be exactly enlarged to 8×10…theres always white space, which makes things look much nicer to me. so whatever. i also plan on returning the z2 if it turns out i don’t like it afterall. take it to the terminal and try it out. planning on going to dansville on the 14th, so i’ll try it out there, see how things go. and i also figure i’ll still bring the nikon along with me at all times too…for now at least.

i’m a small bit irritated too. one of the people who has been volunteering at the terminal recently, helping with the kiosk, and doing some photo work sent me a picture today….taken at the terminal on the 3rd…of johnny rzeznik from the goo goo dolls with stuffy the buffalo. and i did not know about this. i’m a bit irritated that no one told me he was going to be there shooting footage for a dvd. ME if ANYONE should have been there to schmooze with a rock star. *I’M* the groupie here. i’m the young girl involved in a preservation project. i’m the one to make the link between people my age and the building…i should have been there. i could give a shit about him really, as i don’t like the band, and i don’t find him attractive. he’s just another person to me (unlike if it was say…trent haha). but come on now….and this guy knew about it?!?! how the hell did he know? unless he was “with the band”….SOMEONE from the board was there to open the building to them…so yeah. irritated. whatever.

ug stupid flea bites won’t stop itching. my shoes rub against them all night and they are driving me crazy. and it is just beyond humid out. thank goodness for AC

no nightmares that i remember. did dream about orgy playing at the casino, which was rad.

slept in til 2:30 again. forced myself out of bed. should have kept sleeping. working myself into a very bad mood, and i don’t like it.

i have things to do but no motivation to do them. i am jack’s wasted day