was going to go to the terminal today to try out the new camera. but then i decided not to. i just wanted to go back to sleep. so i did. til 4. i am another of jack’s wasted days, and i hate myself for it.

and all i still want to do is go to sleep. and cry. but mostly sleep. sleep sleep sleep.
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decided i don’t get half the emails i’m supposed to get, and half of the ones i send don’t get sent. seems that way for the past few months. i’ve put so many filters on the domain i think alot is getting deleted. so i need a new email address. suggestions? and i liked my email so much…