i did something to my thumb and it hurts. feels like i need to crack it but i can’t. feels pinchy inside the joint. it was hurting when i was dealing on monday, then it started hurting again yesterday. stop hurting stupid thumb.

so leighanne is on her way home. had a fun week with her. good times good times.

ziggy is here now living with me. hopefully she doesn’t make a mess, or meow too loudly that she attracts attention from the neighbors. i don’t need the landlord getting pissed off and not giving me the security deposit back in june.

work at 10 today. i guess i’ll develop my foggy bob pics, see if anything turned out decent enough. one thing i forgot to mention…toronto made me totally wanna do the subway spelunking like ninj has done. that would be the ultimate adrenalin rush for me. it would be an expedition where the primary intent is the thrill and not the photography. but the only way i could do it is if i did it with ninj, and i don’t really see that happening. so whatever.

“….generally, I’ve always aspired to become a part of something. But I just never felt like it–it hasn’t really happened. It’s odd, because I have my big club, now, and I’m president. It’s not like I’m a part of it though. When I went to college, I thought that all I wanted to do was just disappear and see what it’s like to have friends, be in a group. Two months later, I was like, fuck this. I’m not like you. I don’t want to lose my identity, my independence, by being around a bunch of other people who are also scared, doing the same thing. Hiding behind something printed on a t-shirt that gives you a sense of who you are.”- Trent Reznor

since hedwig went over so hugely last week, i think next week we should watch Velvet Goldmine ROFLMAO