i need some motivation. i’ve felt like crap lately…i can’t sleep at night so i’ve been sleeping in til 3ish every day…not taking my vitamins…not eating right cuz i just don’t want to cool at all…then not sleeping again *vicious cycle*…i need to actually get out of bed at 12:30 when my alarm goes off, and actually DO stuff instead of sitting here all day. what to do? i’m not sure, cuz i am boring…but DO something.

i need to clean my room/desk, that’s what i need to do.

i have a spider problem in my apt it seems. 3 this week in my room. ugly black house spiders. my weapon of choice (which is not christopher walken) is some kind of spray cleaner…usually fantastic cuz it’s the only thing i have in the bathroom in a spray bottle. it’s more of a stun gun than a revolver…stun the bug enough to maybe kill it manually. this last time i switched to oxi clean…i figured since it altered the first layer of skin on my finger, it’d probably kill a spider. i’m not sure if it did or not, cuz i don’t know where the spider went when i hit it with the cleaning power of oxygen…but i haven’t seen it yet. then i had a horrible thought…what if the oxi clean mutated it into some giant killer spider, a la the teenage mutant ninja turtles…no giant mutant spider has shown up yet, so i think i’m safe but…

beware the ides of march

of course, i slept til 3. for no reason. no reason at all.
brian captured a drug deal going down. no that is not me!!! what are you talking about. i can’t believe you’d think i’d do drugs.

i finally ordered one of the posters i wanted from m. kungl…the midnight zephyr, cuz it was onsale for 15$ and you got a free smaller lemon drop martini poster too…it’s huge. the zephyr one i mean…i wasn’t expecting the size. the lemon drop martini one is a cute smaller size i want the rest of them in that size. of course. dunno where we’ll put these…BUT THEYRE SO COOL. he needs to have a sale on his other stuff lol.