i think i gave myself a concussion. i hit my head on the baggage shelf in the bus on the way into work. i didnt even hit it that hard, didn’t hurt that much at the time. but just kept getting worse and worse. the left side of my face feels weird. i took pain killers at work, and it went away for a bit, but now it’s back and it’s making me feel sick. if i disappear it’s cuz i didn’t wake up tomorrow.
turning stone sent me comp things to use in april. i thought hey cool, i can go see apc in roch, drive to turning stone after, stay overnight for 40$ with the comp, play some 10$ baccarat, and go on my merry way across state. except they expire the day before my vacation starts…boooo. guess not.
well i’m alive. oddly, when my alarm went off i was more awake than i have been the past few weeks at 12:30…but i still didn’t get out of bed. my head hurt so bad in the middle of the night that i almost cried. took more pain killers and went back to sleep. it’s ok now but there is still residue in my skull, which is why i didn’t get up with my alarm. i tried to go back to sleep but i wasn’t falling asleep again so i got up at quarter to 2. not bad. i feel sorta slow and crappy still. i might call into work. esp cuz it’s gonna be slow as hell with the “snow storm” today/tonight, and i’ll get paid more if i call in than if i go in and leave early…but maybe i should save my sick days til the bowie shea’s concert since i prolly won’t get off for it…
i’m looking for something to do on my vacation. of course… urbex.
did you know that the wonderful new york state dept of conservation burned down ruins during the 1960s… old catskill hotel/resorts…hospitals…anything abandoned and unused, they just burned down…arsonists. all of them. grrrr
i’m not convinced that i should go on a 16 stop tour of asylums in mass yet. i can’t find any new information about danvers, and others…i don’t know if it’s worth the drive to get there and not be able to look around. or find out they’re not even standing anymore.
but i might go out to woodstock ny and the great catskills resort, overlook mountain house.
there’s also a place in/near saratoga, but unclear on it’s status either – ghost cars, roaming rotweilers, neighbors with shot guns…not appetizing.
ok i don’t get it. i just DONT FRIGGEN GET IT. i don’t get how ppl can just leave amazingly beautiful buildings to rot…hotels, estates, hospitals…it’s not like these are some ugly ass cookie cutter square brick buildings. these are things that were built by architects, with ornamental details, and beauty. i just DONT GET IT.
and i also don’t get why a state as small as mass. had 16 mental hospitals…
i called into work. multiple reasons…1. i feel sick again. my head is not right. felt queasy again. 2. it’s snowing really bad, so there would be no players. 3. if i went in and signed to get out early cuz i’m sick, and there are no players, it’s probable i would have only worked an hour or two, and therefore made between 15 and 30$. 4. i’m getting paid more to call in sick…8 hours at 13$ an hour. toke committee by-laws are great
but i really feel like shit. went to the parents for dinner. roads are super slick it was fun.
overlook mountain hotel is a go. definitely heading out there. it’s actually part of a catskill hike LOL. so i guess i don’t have to worry about trespassing. my mom is probably gonna go with me LOL. she freaked that i was going to go by myself. it’s like…hello. you let me go to ENGLAND by myself when i was SEVENTEEN, but you don’t want me to drive across state alone? ok sure. so i told her, these are the rules. we have no schedule, time table, reservations, or destination other than woodstock ny. if i see a sign and want to go there, we are going to said destination. all my whims will be fulfilled. if we pass a sign for reptile world, and i want to stop, we are going to reptile world LOL. she’s like, when have i ever been super regimented. i’m like, you haven’t, but those are my rules. if i decide i want to go to manhattan suddenly, or boston, or anywhere, we are going. i have 6 days. the only place we’re not going is whatever place in lake george has the horse jumping, cuz that’s saved for leighanne. plus it’s only april, i doubt it’s open yet.
so there you have it. gonna see if i can find any other desirable locations en route.
tonight’s words of wisdom:
Darknyss6: sara it sucks being beautiful I’m telling you
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vacant enigma: yeah i cant lick my own stomach no matter how hard i try
vacant enigma: i have this thing
vacant enigma: called a back bone