work was irritating. boring as hell too. for the record, if anyone who reads this ever ends up working at a casino, just realize that if you’re on swing shift you will always get screwed one way or another. tonight it was being forced to change cards for grave shift, even tho they shouldn’t be changed til 4am – when grave takes over. day shift doesn’t change the 8pm cards for us when we come in, why should we have to change cards for grave?

i really want to completely redo this site. as in, redo all the content. i haven’t updated anything in months/years. the most recent pics are of me and nate nov 2002…i haven’t updated any of the “thoughts/opinions” because i have the blog to do all my writing. the me section is useless really… so i might start redoing shit.

as if i didn’t have a big ass important website to completely overhaul.

i have no motivation.

i work at 6 tomorrow. i keep thinking there was something i had to do monday. i have to buy some groceries, but i keep thinking there was something that was going to prevent me from getting groceries tomorrow. oh well. if i don’t remember it must not have been important.

i had a dream about anthony last night that is really disturbing me. i thought it was weird all day, when i remembered i had it, but then seeing him at work it’s just like….no…erase that dream out of my head please. LOL. i told him about it sorta – left out the disturbing part. it involved a haunted house, anthony ringing church bells, and high school. and yeah…disturbing.

i should sleep now.