update to my new years resolutions.
1. ab workout – failing miserably. i’ll blame it this time on the computer dying for more or less 2 weeks. can’t do the work out if my comp cant play the mpeg. in january, if i did it 6 times, that’s pushing it. will try to do better now.
2. cuticals – was doing ok, but started slipping. but it’s not as bad as it has been in the past

i don’t remember any of my other resolutions.

but i decided that i swear too much. so i’m going to try to only swear in chinese from now on. that way it doesn’t seem like i’m swearing.

i sorta like the person i am right now. i have been thinking alot about lots of things the last 2 weeks. one of the things was sorta spurred on by things james and i talked about when he was here. relationship things, and i’ve been trying to think of the ways nate changed me in our short time together. i came up with a list. i’m not going to post the list. but he made me a better person in my own head (if no one else thinks so haha). we’ll leave it at that.

i’m looking forward to things to come in the next few months. i think. i hope. haha i’m being hopefull that things will work out the way i want them to.

and i did nothing at work today. seriously. they didn’t open my section so i sat in the office and handed out pay checks for 4 hours. txt msged with leighanne, had an hour break, and then jumped around doing pushes, and closing random tables until 3:20. 9-5 tomorrow. i have to meet with a guy at the NACC at 3 to discuss their website, the rest of the day is open if anyone is bored, you know how to reach me.

stabbing westwards “darkest days” – brilliant album. i repeat, not good to listen to if going through a break up, but brilliant none the less. still contains one of the best lines in “alternative” music…. from “save yourself”…”i am not your savior, i am just as fucked as you”.

there was a weird moment at turning stone i forgot to mention. one of the bacc dealers came back from break, and says “i assume you are sara” and i’m like yup. then it occured to me, no one had said my name, so i didn’t know how he knew who i was. he came back from a break later on and said “jim says hi”…which made sense. jim is the guy i sorta not really had a double date with, when he was here visiting jenn and jeff. so jim must have told the kid my name. but then that’s still weird cuz that meant people were talking about me in the turning stone employee cafeteria….

and i have now assumed responsibilities for the niagara arts and cultural center’s website. i gotta start redesigning and putting a few demo layouts together.