crying in the cafeteria is not the best way to start a shift. esp when it’s in front of 4 men. had the pleasure of getting super emotional talking to tom, with rocco doug and what’s his name at the table too. that was so much fun. thank god i have waterproof mascara. doug caught me when we left the bus just now, asked how i was feeling, and that he gave me his card so if i needed to talk i could call him. yeah. i don’t talk. don’t people realize this by now.

things people should realize by now:
i am never happy
i don’t smile
i always look lonely
i hate to cry

and i think i need to start reminding people that i have a tank and an arsenal at my disposal, so no one should fuck with me….

but otherwise work was fine. no it wasn’t fine. got moved to roulette which was good. made my first huge giant mistake on the game. marked the wrong number and took all the bets. yep that was fun too. had to call survailence, got to have my badge number written down and all that fun stuff.

and i didn’t get friday off. just saturday. 9-5 on friday SUCK. i’m going to beg kevin to see if he’ll switch wednesday for friday with me, cuz he’s the only one in the place who has friday off. and he loves me, so…he should say yes, i think haha.

alot more people than expected were interested in the fundraiser…people who’ve never talked to me saw me carrying around the postcards and asked for them. we’ll see who actually shows up. doug’s having his pottery show the same weekend, so alot of people are going to that, and said they’ll come by the fundraiser too. we’ll see.

so i went to the terminal on my 3 hours of sleep. ug. i was so tired. and now for a password post…

came back home slept for 4 more hours. scanned in my pictures from the marine star, but probably won’t put them up anywhere. at least not until i get on the marine star haha…riiiiight. that’s gonna happen. maybe if we tackle that elevator next door, i’ll include the ship in that gallery. took in my 2 rolls from today, and gonna take the color roll to walmart tomorrow. work at 10.

more funny bush bumper stickers
Bush/Cheney ’04: Thanks for not paying attention ****
Bush/Cheney ’04: The economy’s stupid!
Bush/Cheney ’04: This time, elect us!
Bush/Cheney ’04: We’re Gooder!