well…birthday came and went, half of it spent at work. and it didn’t get me any good tips, blah. last weeks check sucked major ass.

soo…friday i went to dinner at the parents house, but my dad had to stay at work to fix major problems at the power plant. they also got me a vaccuum, and tools, and other random stuff. worked that night, 9 – 5 sucked…i was so tired and i was the only 9-5er who didn’t get to leave early. i totally wanted to leave too, lose the hour, cuz i was so tired and didn’t feel good. so i slept most of today. got up when the grandparents called, went back to sleep, got up when aunt carol called, went back to sleep. finally forced myself to get up and cook at 5, so i could get ready for work. was talked into going to this preview night at a new private club that is opening in niagara falls. it’s being run by 2 casino people. i’m not sure if it’s only open to casino people or not, but it’s 30$ a month for membership, they have gym equipment, rooms, lounge, bars, etc…might be worth it if i worked out ever, or was extremely social, but i’m not. one drink ended up as 1 beer and 2 shots, so i stayed longer than i was going to. ended up being told the life story of this kid nate who i went to high school with (younger than me though), post high school…how he met and fell in love with his fiancee, and how him and his twin bro are nothing alike blahblahblah. which is fine, but like…ug it just reminded me of my nate. have i mentioned i’ve been extremely emotional about him again? i can’t talk about him at all or think about him at all without crying/almost crying. it sucks.

but wtf is with old men wanting to take me out? and i’m talking like, twice my age men, and not 12 years older than me men *ahem*…lol this one dealer at work was asking how it’s possible that i don’t have a boyfriend, and how he’d take me out if he wasn’t old enough to be my father lol.

whatever. i should try to go to sleep now, so i don’t sleep the day away again. i can’t see out my windshield, i’m out of squirts, and i need gas so i need to be awake for at least part of the afternoon before work.

oh yeah, APC is doing european tour dates with the deftones…i wonder if that means a “passenger” guest appearance, cuz that would fucking rock, and besides having to go see APC by themselves, i’d def have to go see them with deftones incase they did that song. i’d die. haha

and oh yeah, i talked to russell yesterday. he’s using my dad’s photos of the terminal on some cable access show. he’s going to let me know the details, but i thought that was way cool. maybe my dad will get famous from all this haha.