hmmm well….tonight didn’t go entirely as planned.

i have absolutely no voice. ok well i have a voice, but it’s completely shot. i had to train the new girl today, which involved alot of talking etc. yeah…voice…is dead. apparently john thought it was sexy. he came and sat with me and jenn on break, and when he asked me where i was, and i was like “what?” with no voice he was completely startled and was like “say my name.” lol. he’s like “you ARE going to the bar tonight, right?” lol. so yeah…

went to the bar with jenn when we got out. had like…1 and a half beers…by then its like 4:30 and someone said the cops had been called. so me and jenn booked out, and were hanging outside. jeff had come in, said he was pissed off and left…so jenn was all wondering wtf was going on. john hadn’t shown up…so we just left. gonna have to have words with that man tomorrow. but i got a free drink token for next time, from patrick. can’t wait to be out of my house so i can spontaneously decide to go out and not come home til 8am.

so i’m home earlier than i was anticipating. my mom is awake for some reason…i’m gonna have to pee soon so she’ll know i’m half drunk, but still drove home (i’m not really drunk…1 and a half beers, give me some credit lol).

 

holy shit i have such a beer headache. my god. it’s cuz i didn’t drink enough. my drinking was interrupted. blah. took my drugs, work already u stupid drugs. and i don’t know what it is about me drinking and not sleeping. anyone else gets wasted and falls asleep, but nooo not me. takes me forever still to fall asleep, then i wake up 3 hours later. i forced myself not to get out of bed at 8am like the last time.

did i mention the twin label on my bottle of canadian said “it’s over”…jenn and i wondered if that was a sign lol. but theennnn he didn’t show up. ah well. whatever.

i haven’t spoken yet to know if i have a voice today or not.

oh yeah, everyone (aka jenn jeff john others) are trying to get me to play everquest with them. lol. john told me to be a dark elf. whatever that means.

 

i have seriously never lost my voice this bad before. i never really lost my voice at all before. it might sound lower and stratchy, but not like this. i seriously cannot get through a sentence without my voice going out. tonight is going to be a long night – continue to train the new girl, confront john about ditching last night, blahblahblah. it’s jenn’s last supervisor shift tonight, i’m sure she’ll be hanging out with me and the new girl all night. i’ll have to go see the EMTs again for cough drops. they made me sign the seen patient list just to give me 5 cough drops lol.

i gotta remember to get my car inspected next month. my registration came yesterday so we’re all good on that. gotta get some insurance quotes now for when i move out. ug that’s gonna be killer. i think i’ll take a defensive driving course (6 hours) to get the 10% discount on insurance.