craziness at the casino tonight. but i can’t talk about it. ug. i hate this confidentiality thing. it seems so unimportant in this “career” but whatever.

i DID find out that everything has changed regarding dealer school. the guy i talked to last week saw me today and said i could go to the school now. but…i work nights, school is at nights, so i can’t. i have to wait for a day class to start, and he said it should be soon. i don’t know what game the class is for, and i don’t know how long it goes, but i should be becoming a dealer in the next few months. happy about that. since there were rumblings of a supervisor position opening up, i thought maybe i wouldn’t transfer. but i asked one of my sups what they would do, and about pay and stuff, and i’m going for the dealer instead. my sups only make 100 more than i do right now, and dealers are bringing home more than that cuz of tips…then in the summer, they’re gonna be making tons more. so yeah. dealer.

i guess there was an after hours thing on thurs night, cuz yesterday some floor sups kept asking me why i wasn’t there. i was like um well if u noticed i wasn’t there, and wished i was there, maybe you should INVITE me next time lol. the one said it was this other persons job to do the inviting, and another said that he didn’t go either, but just wanted to know if i went…ok. haha. i can’t just show up, u have to be invited to these things, since it’s illegal hahaha.

anyway…

 

so my mom knows more about what’s going on with nate than i do. apparently mrs royal told her all kinds of stuff which she didn’t think neccessary to tell me. like that he’s living with a family with 8 kids before he get’s his assignment, and that the food isn’t as bad as he was expecting it to be. good to know. thanks for telling me. now i’m just in this pissed off stage. i’m really tired of all this. it was fine not getting anything from him until i found out that everyone else is…i guess i’m the special one who gets to never hear from him. whatever. fuck it.

i got a letter from him today.

 

i had to do some website pruning. i’m out of host space. so sites had to go byebye. my orgy photo capture site is now gone, freed up 10mb of space LOL. adrienne’s store site is gone. i asked the people i host to see if there are things they can get rid of. hoping to move the fab four site to woopop.com. just waiting for eric to get back to me on that one. already told my dad months ago to stop uploading pictures to his directory. his directory, and of course, delirious, are my main space hogs. but it’s MY site, so i can use all the space *I* pay for lol.

so now the question is, why did i need more space. because of this: paydirt.

a boy from cheektowaga IMed me today because he found my pictures of Buffalo Central Terminal. it inspired me to finally ask my dad where his pictures of the terminal might be. so we dug through shit in his basement room, found all kinds of his old photos, and 2 books of negatives. of course, all but 2 of the terminal pics were never printed, so my project is now to scan the negatives. but besides that, i scanned a bunch of other pictures my dad took in the 70s to add to my photography site. which is why i needed the space.

so…take a tour of photos my father took and his terminal pics. he also had made prints from old glass plate negatives he bought, which you can look at here. i gotta work on scanning the negatives – which is going to be a challenge because they are on weird sized film. i gotta create a mask thing to fake out the scanner…yay a project.