ug. did not sleep well at all last night. just like every monday, it took 4 hours for me to fall asleep cuz i sleep in too much from working on sunday. at least i didn’t make myself all upset and cry for the whole 4 hours like the past few mondays. but i still couldn’t sleep. slept for 2 hours when the wind woke me up, and i realized my arm was completely numb. rearranged myself, my arm never became completely un-numb, while at the same time my other arm went numb. i got up to pee, and get the blood flowing only to have half my face and neck go numb. so that worried me a bit. couldn’t get back to sleep cuz of the wind. finally did, slept for a few more hours and now i’m up…from the wind…again. i had a really nice dream before i woke up tho. i can’t post it because it would be rude. it wasn’t about nate. haha. i’m kinda all fucked up from it now tho, cuz it turns out just to be a dream.
anyway…i gotta pay bills today…basically 700$ worth of bills. yeaaaaaaah sucks. 6 months of car insurance, health insurance, school loan, credit card bill. gotta go to kinkos to photo copy the pictures nate and i took before he left because he requested i send them to him. gotta find black construction paper to fake out the scanner and scan the terminal negatives. then i have to figure out how to make semi decent print outs of those to send to nate to show him what we’re missing by not going inside lol. maybe i can get them for real printed at the place that developed my b&w film..hmm….they’re such a weird size film tho, they might have to send them to kodak and then it’d be real expensive. blah. then i work at 8 tonight for nakita. friday off instead.
and not moving the fab four site to woopop.com. i realized it wouldn’t make any difference in my space, cuz all the photos are cross linked from delirious anyway…which means none (or few) would be getting deleted…blah. i got 21mb open now, which SHOULD last me for a while. the photos i uploaded from my dad last night took up 2mb, so the rest of the terminal pics shouldn’t be that much more.