i’m such a loser. started crying in eckerd. stupid valentines day cards. there was this one i miss you/valentines day card. stupid card. totally would have gotten that one to send to nate if we were actually trying to stay together while he was gone. but since we’re not, i got this other one. one that didn’t make me cry, but is still probably too mushy. it’s not mushy at all, but i’m paranoid about the message i’m sending to him by getting all this stuff to send him and everything. whatever. he can deal with it. he has no choice. got him those necco conversation hearts and nerds. the conversation hearts are so lame now that they have “email me” and “fax me” and crap on them. how romantic. and they taste disgusting, but that’s an entirely different story.

went and got 2 more uniform shirts and a vest. no pants still since they ordered them for me last week. too bad i couldnt scam bigger shirts tho. oh well.

to whoever keeps getting magazines sent to me. if you want to resubscribe to rolling stone for me, feel free. i wasn’t going to do it myself, now that it finally ran out, but i kinda miss getting it and not looking at it haha.

i’m getting a bit carried away with this music for nate thing. i just couldn’t resist the urge to put every song i like onto the cds LOL. now it’s definitely mostly songs i like ROFL. ug. first it was going to be just a few songs i like for filler, but now…haha. i’ve gotten songs off cds i haven’t listened to in over a year. and now i’m starting to get into the real subliminal message songs haha it’s gonna be the weirdest collection of shit ever. oddly, there is no u2 on these cds.

weird thing…i mentioned that they play “Everybody was kungfu fighting” at work…yesterday i was looking for it to download for nate’s cd – like i said, most bizzare collection of shit ever – and i didn’t know who originally sang it. then on the bus to work the driver had oldies 104 on, and they said up next was the song that made elvis want to learn kung fu by so and so…and it was the song…then at work, they played the song. it was a kung fu day apparently. i laugh every time i hear the song – cuz of the hamster, and cuz of waynes world. it’s great.

haha i have 5 hours worth of music for nate, not including the steven lynch stuff or o brother where art thou soundtrack.
odd stuff:
– vanilla ice – ninja rap
– kung fu fighting
– theme from mission impossible
– la tour – people are still having sex
– ymca – i had to haha
– tenacious d – tribute

haha he’s gonna be like w.t.f.