actually had a party at work today, so i didn’t leave til around 9. went to nate’s house to figure out what to do. we went to see the Jackass movie… holy shit it was brutally hilarious. so fucked up. it was fantastic. hehe. i recommend it if you liked the show. funny shit… and gah, johnny knoxville has the nicest hip groovies *drool* anyway, after the movie, came back and chilled here for an hour and i took him home. exciting times. i’m so tired. i thought i was going to die earlier. seriously. i almost passed out during preshift meeting at work, then was having major heart/chest pains. felt like crap pretty much the entire night til i left work. i’d feel better, then crap again, then i was just super tired. i feel ok now, the laughing made me feel better i guess. haha

unhappy. had 2 dreams about nate which have made me very…blah…so far today. i’d really like to see him later, but i don’t think that’ll happen unless i beg. which i’m on the verge of doing. i think i’m going to call him and tell him i’m very unhappy and would like to see him later after work…make him feel bad enough to hang out with me later. that sounds so bad…as if i have to make him hang out with me. ug.

didn’t have to beg him. just had to ask. no clue what to do tonight tho…i need to call adr about the game tomorrow.

i have such bad pillow marks on my face, that 2 hours after i got up, they’re still there.