ug. why on earth does anyone get up at 7 am? why am i up? cuz i’ve been up since probably 4. i was hopped up on mountain dew from work. i hate mountain dew…but i thought the insanely high amounts of caffine might help my headache last night. it didn’t. but kept me awake for a while. but then i did sleep, pretty decently….until ziggy decided to be a bitch. ug she’s so annoying. i’ll be laying on my side and she’ll come stand on my ribs. i finally let her outside and got some food at 7, after trying to sleep with her for a few hours. then of course, can’t fall back asleep. and now there are big construction trucks outside my house. ug. i’m not really tired, but the headache is still lingering and i need to sleep a bit more so it’ll go away. i’ve already popped 4 pills since ziggy woke me up. and you know what else? she snores. SHE’S A CAT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! but she snores.

guess what i’m listening to right now, thanks to the beauty of the internet. michael jackson’s sept 11th tribute song. ha the internet is great. the song isn’t awful, but it’s definitely an invincible era track. it’s no “we are the world” lol

don’t know what to do with myself the rest of the day. i’m going to try to go back to sleep in a bit. oh the construction trucks are leaving, that’s good. ha, the furnace just turned on.

 

i am such a giant dork lol. i watched a show about the challenger on discovery while eating breakfast. how many times have i seen these kinds of shows, yet i get all anxious and my heart starts beating super fast – as if i don’t know the shuttle is going to explode. and then it explodes and i get a perclempt, as if it’s happening right now and i didn’t expect it to blow up. haha *DORK* the show amused me, because it seemed like my dialogue from our 12th grade english paper/video was from the exact same book they used for the documentary. i wish we would have had footage for our video tho – we wouldn’t have had to use legos hehe. anyway…the whole space thing still amazes me. i wanna be an astronaut. i wonder if they’d train a hard rock hostess to be on the next shuttle flight…i should write them a letter and ask haha.

we got more channels on digital cable again. well the ones i noticed are MTVjams (which used to be MTVx the rock channel…as if we need another MTV channel that only plays rap, that’s all they play to begin with) and MTVespanol. MTVen could be interesting lol. they’re channels 157 and 158.

this migrane really wiped me out. i feel all wacko and crappy. it needs to go away before tonight, cuz i’m not wasting tonight cuz i feel all blah. i think i might go to the mall later – something to do. i wish i had more friends around here so i’d have someone to go with. oh well. i need new clothes.

GAH red dragon opens today. maybe i’ll make us go see that tonight. or maybe tomorrow with danielle…that might be better, cuz she prolly wants to see it.

 

1. i definitely do not fit in the bathtub. i tried. cuz i feel blah, i figured i’d take a bath. nope. no possible way. i realize that any adult is not going to be covered by the water in the bathtub, but there was more of me exposed to the air than actually in the water. and it’s less than comfortable to lay against the soap holder.
2. i started to do my hair differently. not like anyone is going to notice, it’s a subtle change. since it’s growing out, and i have more hair on the right side of my head to begin with, i’ve been parting and combing over (sounds like i’m bald lol) the front part of my hair on the right. it’s sorta kelly osbourne-ish but in my own way. gives me some way to do it and have it look decent while it is in this inbetween length stage.
3. i’m starving. i’m going to loose weight this weekend unless someone comes over and cooks for me, or takes me out to eat. and i’m not implying nate. i’m implying anyone LOL. my mom left me some left overs in the fridge, but i hate even reheating stuff lol. last time my parents went away adr came over and bbqed for me every day hehe. that’s a true friend 🙂 ooooh i can redeem my free meal at work on monday. score!!
4. i’m having a good makeup day. lol. and my hair, that i already mentioned.
5. mom called. she told me to be good. hah that’s the closest i got to the whole “nate’s not allowed over while we’re gone” speech. maybe she realized i’m an adult. haha or maybe she just realized there was no use in telling me he’s not allowed over, when common sense would tell you he will be. god, she told me he wasn’t allowed over the first time we went out and they were gone, and what did we do? came here and watched a movie lol. like i’m going to listen to her now.
6. of course now i feel really tired, like i could get in bed and fall asleep. now that my hair is done and i’m dressed etc…
7. like you need to know this, but…the underwear i have on grew. first i thought i lost them (NOT WHAT YOU’RE THINKING :P), but i found them smooshed in the back of the drawer. they’re too big now tho, blah. and my jeans are too big, so i feel all disoriented hahah.
8. i’m driving my dads car today! hehe

 

wow there is really no point in me going to the mall ever. it seriously takes me longer to get there. i think i spent a half hour there today. i bought black and white film tho. so that makes me happy. and i got a student discount hehe. but seriously. i went in a handful of stores, i hate all the clothes, i walk out. i even went in eddie bauer!! they had jackets teehee…but no red leather ones. there was this quilted red jacket, that was sorta cute, but i want my dark red leather one if i can ever find it. spencers had some cool halloween costumes if it turns out anything is going on and i need to dress up. oh, and the candy kiosk that sells canadian import candy had bags of coffee crisp halloween candy!!!! bite sized individually wrapped coffee crisps *heaven* hehe. but i didn’t buy any. i only bought the film. express had this really cool shirt, for an outrageous amount of money, but i only liked half of the shirt. the back was lace up, real old fashion style. but then the sleeves were weird Seinfeld-puffy-shirt like sleeves which ruined the whole shirt. blah. they had a jacket carolyn would love…thigh length beige corduroy, 50% too (so like 50 bucks)…

i really need new clothes, and i’m not going to be able to buy any this season. they are all so putrid looking. barf.

 

well the cold front is here. temp outside has just dropped drastically it seems, and the wind…ug i hate wind.

anyway. i’m so bored. i found this on someone elses blog. honestly. penis size not correlated to shoe size (from yahoo.com)…is there no plural for the word penis? it says “In all, 104 men had their penis measured and had their shoe size recorded”….maybe i’m just not doing grammer properly, but shouldn’t it say “104 men had their penises measured”? or is it like, peni? LOL where is adrienne, she would know, she’s all medical like. or carolyn, the english major.

in my last post, i mentioned the whole underwear too big thing… i’ve lost 10 lbs since i graduated. i don’t think that’s a good thing. i just weighed myself so i could find my body mass index (it’s 17.7….less than 18.5 is underweight, gee i didn’t know i was underweight :P).

 

using dads laptop with the wireless connection. the m button doesnt work very well. i hate laptops. anyway…i think my whole yogurt diet thing is a by product of just being way too stressed when home alone to eat….cuz i tried to eat spaghetti for dinner and it just made me sick. i ate like an 8th of the dish and put it back in the fridge. blah i’m already hungry again. but i cant eat unless i eat yogurt again…we’ll see how much weight i lose by tuesday :-/….