k so not fair. i get buzzed and everyone leaves….hahaha. what fun is that, sitting here at my comp all feeling the effects of alcohol…tonight was fun. amy and sarah came over to watch a movie, and danielle’s “friend” nick came over, plus the rest of us but we never watched the movie. we talked and stuff, and then played taboo hahahaha. it was rad. but then it’s like quarter after twelve and bill and leah went to bed and amy and sarah left and what i’m gonna go hang out downstairs with them and be the third wheel and be all uncomfortable. i think not. and so now i’m here, buzzed, and no one’s even online to talk to. this blows. grrrrr

so going home tomorrow. packed my car up and it’s sitting in the faculty lot waiting for me. i guess i’m gonna get up at 9:30 or so to get home by 11:30 to get my haircut. or something. and then dunno what i’m doing at night since 1. muhammed said he wanted to go out sat night. 2. nate said he wanted to go out sat night. 3. joe invited me out with all them sat night. but then nate is going to a rave i guess, which i can’t afford…and i haven’t talked to muhammed since tuesday. so most likely will go with joe and them bowling. but i dont have any money, so i’ll just go. yeah. that’s what most likely will happen.

i don’t know what to say, but i don’t want to go to bed. this blows so badly. my stereo is really loud. oh well.

well i’m home. unpacked some crap, and got my haircut.

i had a really disturbing dream that i want to repress. it involved a disturbing psychological experiment. *end*

i suddenly got really sentimental and stuff in the car on the way home…about graduation, and stuff… and in combination with some things i’ve been thinking about lately i wanted to cry. i was like NO! NO CRY! spent way too much time crying in the car on this road. lol. blah.

so i need to eat and do laundry and watch tv 🙂